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fear

2010-05-23T22:03:00.002+08:00

FEAR
i need to blog. i need an outlet.
will i pull through?
i m damn anxious n nervous abt it.
tml is the day.
first time in my life i felt so vulnerable.
exams, deadline, performances, competitions also not so stress. :(

must have faith. believe. i can do it.
i must overcome my fear and myself.
jia u (:

mindfuck myself!!! have faith!!!!!

-end-
ps: felt abit better after blogging it out. (:
lady luck bless me. i need it.

long time

2010-01-03T19:17:00.002+08:00

2010

happy new year peeps. (:
it's been awhile since i last blogged.
so much stuffs happened in 2009.
i have got tons n tons of pic to blog abt.

stay tune. shall update this area soon.

-END-

aunt wedding

2009-11-22T13:54:00.004+08:00

Aunt's Wedding

busy day yesterday..

congrets (:

super long never photoshop n cam whore le..

i think my skills like rusty liao haha..

damn bored today.. need to book in more sian haha

random stuff: i love my purple outfit for the dinner haha..

is like semi-formal. super dance-cy. haha

miss dancing alot..

i think i deprove like fuck.

army sucks. hai.

-END-

new phone

2009-10-04T16:05:00.005+08:00

HTC SNAP

Wondering how come i can twit , facebook etc when in camp? cause i bought this little guy and opted for the mobile internet plan.

damn worth it (i feel la). of course it is abit loser without the camera. but yeah! i think is a great phone for forced solider like me. haha

-END-

just feel like blogging something random. haha.

nope, i m not posting picz of me without hair and looking like coal. Actually most of my closer friends would have already seen me wfout hair n looking like coal. haha. plus fb also got pic tagged by other peeps. so yeah.

peace out. see u in a week time. (:

www.twitter.com/summerbliss

2009-09-22T21:59:00.002+08:00

TWITTER

set up a account just to rant in camp haha

army seriously sux.

Goanna update all my camp craps @ www.twitter.com/summerbliss

follow me if u want to (:

preparing to book. sian.

-END-

2009-09-08T02:26:00.007+08:00

RS: ROYAL SPECTRUM <3
my first suntec group. (:
It's been a wonderful journey. i m really honored and proud to be part of RS.
Thanks for all the memories, be it good or bad, sweet or bitter.
I love every single RS moments dearly. It's kind of sad that our journey has to end like that.
But, i am sure everyone did their best and had gained something from the whole experience. We have grew stronger and better as a team. Perhaps, RS will be back for funka?? Time will tell. (:

RS: audition round
Cheroed abit of walka talka. (:
first time tried my hands on cheroing. Hmmm, kind of tough.
The teaching and cleaning was the worse. totally no confident to teach n drill ppl haha..
learned smth out fm this whole experience. haha. hope i will chero smth better and can teach n clean ppl better next time haha. :X jia u summer (:

RS: heats
Arhh!! This round was my most guilty round :( sorry RS. made u all look bad on stage.
really lucky to made it through . i was fucking nervous and i forget like 4 counts on stage. damn!!
the next few days was filled wf remorse and guilt. damn upset wf myself.

RS: Semi-finals

i guess this is our most emotional round. Luck was not on our side. :(
Remember, we always have each other (: I am sure everyone will be there for anyone.
jia you RS!! To me, this is our best round cause i can feel you all on stage. I am lucky to have you peeps cause it takes away all my nervous so i did not blank out on stage. thankz peeps.
if not i will b super fucking guilty again. :X
i really did enjoyed dancing on stage wf u all tt day. That feeling is really nice.

once a member of RS, always a memeber of RS (: love u peeps.

THANKZ leen,limin,jamie,mikhail,lester,xiaobei and jump jump.(haha)
i have learned alot fm your all.
thankz for all the dope dope RS cheros u all came out wf.
i m really lucky to b able to dance them (:
i like every single RS cheros cuz is full of love for RS. (:

also MANY THANKZ to orange and jaei for their HIT THAT chero.
and also xuan feng for his britney chero (: although we never use it. hai :(
but i believe one day RS will dance tt chero.
thankz for all your help. RS loves u all too (: hope to work wf u all again.

THANKZ jiajun for his music mix.
haha without your help our mr music man (lester) will headache lor haha

THANKZ ann for her advise and concern for our group (:
thankz for putting us together for tt talk after the audition period and the words of wisdom after the semi. thankz for always being there for RS. (:

lasty, thankz to everyone that supported,cheered,clapped,screamed... for RS (:
thankz for all the encouraging comments. you made our day.
RS will b back someday. i m quite sure.

-END-
end of my suntec chapter. time to start a new chapter in life.

ARMY.
-_-" boo!!

moody

2009-08-31T23:43:00.002+08:00

MOODY

:'(

will i regret?
should i or should i not??

fuck! i can't me optimistic anymore.

tattoo

2009-08-19T01:24:00.003+08:00

TATTOO

just got a tattoo (:
*wink* hahaha

-END-

master classes

2009-06-26T00:09:00.009+08:00

Overseas Instructors Classes
been taking quite a few overseas instructor classes lately, trying to get some experience.
not a bad idea. haha. learned alot fm them. (:
hope Singapore can bring in more overseas instructors.

Alvin De Castro

dope dope dope (:
learn alot. love his chero and style
he is indeed a monster. ARHHH!!

TBG Master Classes
LEE
attended her waccking n street jazz classes.
she is very nice. (:
i like the way she say simplicity is the best.
dun have to do alot of impressive steps,
simple steps when execute nicely and correctly can be very dope too (:
impressive. i wanna take more of her classes.
mayb should buy over ppl mass workshop tickets haha :X

she chero-ed to a japanese song for street jazz. nice nice nice. i like. she never do sexy sexy street jazz instead she did lyrical jazz .. love the way she moves to the music. super got feel n controled.

waccking class was indeed an eye opener, she made us freestyle 2 eights b4 doing across the floor. -_-" i cui to the max. arhh!! she never teach chero for the first day wacking class :(
but still learn alot of her. hope she can come to singapore again. mayb i shall fly to japan to learn dancing for like 1-2 mths?? haha

LA BA
reggae!!! my first attempt at reggae -_-"
reggae is hard n tiring, i sweat like some lose water tap.
arhh!! he is gd . so control. learn alot fm him.
but i think his hair abit scary. :X ok random haha
can consider taking up proper reggae training in times to come.
got feel sia. haha.. i like (:
lucky his reggae is not really traditional reggae if not i sure cui to the max.
his said his reggae style is more like reggae hip hop ( his own interpretation of reggae music)
haha.. so not to bad. haha.. not sexy sexy kind de ok..
alot of jump n down n must control like siao still must feel music.
one word=madness

-END-
more to come, i hope.

life

2009-06-09T18:03:00.002+08:00

LIFE

I am wasting my life away

sleeping at 4am n rising up at 4pm

-_-"

wad kind of life is this. fucking loser can.

n my life revolves around dancing n computers.

if i m not dancing, i will b online waching drama/youtube/facebook

my life after graduation is fucking boring.

dance makes it a little better. (:

but still.....

who is free to dance 24/7 wf me??

haha fucking bored. mayb i need to get a job.

but i m damn picky. i guess i would never get one.

is there a job wf flexible working hrs,nice enviroment, nice ppl n high pay??

guess no lor...haha.

-END-

off to rot my life away

mrbrownshow.com - Wash Your Hands Too (Parody of Wonder Girl's 'Nobody')

2009-05-27T03:29:00.001+08:00

damn funny!! hahah

11 may

2009-05-22T00:24:00.004+08:00

11 MAY

good bye LSCT for good (:
*clap clap*
throughout my 3 years in NP i have learn alot.
gd stuff, useful stuff, crappy stuff, rubbish stuff, blah blah blah.
finally, it is THE END!!
last sem was the worse, i though i m going to die in sch.
soooo much projectsssssss.. madness la.

My fav 3 lecturer in NP. i guess they r everyone's fav too lor haha

Dr Choy. mr nice. (:

EDDIE ONG
( not going to call u DR.. haha..grad liao :X )
the lecturer tt pf n me always distubed.
n he always bully us. :X
rmb all the biochemsitry practical lesson, cuz we always screwed up -_-"
n his car is damn messy!!! like really messy!!
siao one la.. got books, clothes..i think u name it he got it.

Dr lau.
my FYP teacher. nice nice.
thankz for vising us once in a while haha

MOVING ON
i gonna moved on. no more sci for me for sure (:
but i will always rmb all ur teachings.
i will miss lectuers, tutorial and sci practical.
i will miss all the big big chim chim sci words.
i will miss having to meno all the sci facts.
i will miss all the projects.
i will miss wearing gloves anfd labcoat.
i will miss running PCR, western blot etc.
i miss everything.

time to ace uni (:
yeah! ok wait, more like survived NS first.
i hope i dun die inside, break a limb or smth. -_-"
later become retard or lose memory after banging my head.
-_-" i got a bad feeling abt NS. i dunno y?
mayb i think too much. haha

-END-
*hopes for the best.
PDTGAJGPCBABDNCAM (:

sad

2009-05-07T00:41:00.002+08:00

Demoralize and affected. :(

it is like i had already done very badly in my exams (let's say 20/100)
-__-"
n u come n tell me u can do better next time n start telling me all my mistakes so i can do better
yes, i know u meant well but for a start mayb u should say smth like this.
"it is ok. u did better then XXX, he/she only got 10/100"
like tt then i will feel abit better wad.
then mayb the next day, u can start telling me all the stupid mistakes i made.

at least for the moment let me settle down n feel better can :(

yes, i m damn superficial. yes, i dun wanna face the music so soon.
but since i need to face it sooner or later. i chose the latter.
better then not facing it at all right. exclaimed yes ppl ??

yeah, wadever la. i dun even know wad is the objective of this post.
it is just damn random thoughts in my mind for that moment. hhaa

-END-
too bored wf life. too free in life.

groove

2009-03-31T23:42:00.006+08:00

Groove in the west & SBDC

good job everyone. I love all the NRA teams. (:
ok, I know is very bias. But i dun care. :X
to be fair, groove is rather/very competitive, alot of dope dope teams .
machim like suntec . haha mayb is the prize $$..
damn tempting lor . -_-"

SBDC was dope too. winner can go LA la.
nice nice nice. i wonder when can i go LA. i also want :X
not dope enough, wait for 10 more yrs . -_-" haha

u did well too peeps. (:
results was really unexpected. damn those judges!! haha
i still love ur chero lotsa lotsa.
very new, very fresh. innovative sia. (:

RANDOM PICZ

guess guess guess whoooo!! -_-"
is the bear. haha

emo.
haha. y she always so funny one. (:
u rox la CY.

-END-

random moments

2009-03-27T02:30:00.021+08:00

RANDOM MOMENTS
here's a post for my remaining readers ( if i ever have) . sorry for a boring blog of the past 236248323409328 months. i promise i will blog more interesting entry. (:

blogging again after blogger fucked up on me. damn. fuck sian to retype can.

Anyway, here's my random moments of 2008. It might b random to u but is very fulling to me.
i live for these moments. i would die for them. it is my memories.

DANZATION 2008
it is one of the major highlights of my 2008.
everything was so magical. I really love that 2 nights.
i love nra.
danzation allows me to know new friends tt shares the same passion as me.
(:

i have fun tt night.
i never knew that dancing was so fun. (: i fall in love wf it. haha

a big thankful to all that came and support.
my parents, siblings, aunt, grandma, beloved friends. (:
u peeps rox. thankz for all the support.
i wanna thankz my family for being so supportive of me dancing.
all the encouraging, love it.
i know that after i pick up this interest, i have been MIA in dinners, outing. but u all never really scold me (: thankz for being so understanding . love it. thankz for letting me do wad i loves best.

i wanna thank all the nra peeps that shared their love wf me (:
i m really touched. keep dancing n keep sharing the love around.
i love dancing in nra. i am really happy to be able to see all my friends happily dancing. be it in studio, stage, competitions or even kok seng house. haha. i like dancing wf u peeps around. love to c u peeps improve n become dope. dancing around u peeps makes me happy. tt y i super like classes in nra. haha it is a different kind of feeling when dancing in o school and in nra. dunno y?
if i were to choose , i wanna dance in nra. ok, bias right.. haha but it is just my 2 cent worth of opinion. haha. is the feeling.. machium like dancing at home like tt. very carefree not stressful. haha

lastly, must thank ann for making all these happen. (:
always my dope dope instrutor. ann is love.

i m really lucky to have done ur chero in danzation. it is like ur last few chero. :(
miss ur presence in studio. miss ur teaching n chero. althought is tough, there is always smth for us to learn. love it. haha

FBODZ CONCERT and DYE HAIR
first time dying my hair.
i rmb tt fbodz concert was the day i dye my hair. ok very random. -_-"
told u is random moments liao. haha

i love my purple hair. now is like light brown. soon it will b gone. :(
i m going to b bald. omg, cannot imagine. haha

fbodz conert was dope too .(:

POST DANZATION PARTY
RETRO NIGHT

first time dressing to the theme : retro.
it was interesting watching ppl in retro outfit.haha
tt night was awsome.

my suntec group. (: we need a name haha.
we can do it. jia u jia u(: training is going to start soon.
those in groove jia u.. is a nice experience. haha

hope NS dun screwed up on me.
i really wanna dance wf u peeps.
i will try my best to fake n fake n fake. hope i will enlist after suntec. : crossfingers*

my batch of people. we are going to b seniors real soon.
omg, freshies days were so yesterday.
time really flies man. really treasure the time wf u peeps.
so fun. stay waacky and funny like always. it was nice growing wf u peeps.
fm noob in dance to where we are now. (: nice meeting u peeps.
more outing please (: yeah!!

3F05
my business elective class. it was nice to b in the same class wf u peeps.
i miss the time doing and rushing projects wf u peeps. thankz for making all my crazy idea fesible. PEPP, genomic zebra fish, tooth fairy. haha really crappy right. but we got gd grades can haha. ok not for all projects but most la haha. i love to vid u peeps cuz is fun to watch. memories wad haha. must meet up ok.. organise outing someone. later u all forget me . haha

NIGHT CYCLING
first time cycling for hours n hours. night till dawn. so tiring. ass seat until pain like siao.
but we had fun. (: 96 ppl cycling in a row is really smth. haha.chin n melise... 2 thumbs up (:
hope for more such outing. can bond ppl together haha.

NRA X-MAS PARTY
fun fun fun. first time celebratign xmas wf nra peeps.
it was nice. food were great, gifts exchange were classic. i got a watermelon. haha (:

see everyone face... we are so happy like zhong 4D like tt. haha

nra . peace out .

Meredith Kerr
i was really inspired by her. her teaching is like wooo!!
till today still can rmb. she is really hot n dope too. (:

fun class but tough la. :X
first time taking advance hip hop.

BATTERY

lasty, battery.. i love peeps n u know it right. haha
sorry for MIA alot outing cuz of dance. :(
but kick me out can. later i emo. :X

my secondary besties. we shall meet up more often ok (:
all grown up. have know each other for more than 7 years. haha
jia u for those working . izzit it ironic, all the females in battery are nures.
then i wanna b a doctor then u all can b my nurse -_-" haha
open own clinic somemore. own busines..
( ok stop dreaming. NUS-DUKE wun accept me one) :(

i rmb my ambition was to b a doctor when i in sec sch. tt y take triple sci.act smart. -_-"
where am i now? not even close to b a doctor. .. wad an ambition. haha

but i think it will b nice for battery to work together.
cuz we got every type of personality and character tt are needed for success.
haha say until we ma chim like god-like tt . :X

thanzk for being such a ncie friends.

-END-
yes! end of random moments of 2008.

random moments fuck

2009-03-27T01:28:00.024+08:00

FUCK BLOGGER!!
i just type a super long entry abt my random moments of 2008.
n it is gone!!!! i upload the picz like siao la. is really long can. :(

fuck blogger la. y like tt treat me. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
need to retype everything. :(

arhhh!!!

BANGKOK

2009-03-27T01:00:00.013+08:00

BANGKOK
off and away (:

bye bye Singapore!

higher!!

up up and away.
i love the clouds.
nice and comfy.haha

View of Bangkok from the hotel.
We are staying at the tallest hotel building in Bangkok.
got like 100 over floor. yeah!
streets of bangkok.
Bangkok taxi are PINK in colour. haha
din know this until i went there.

did not take much pictures in bangkok, most of the time were spent walking around and shopping. the stuff there are damn cheap. buy n buy n buy. haha

some random moments in the hotel after breakfast.

bye bye bangkok. taken at hotel lobby b4 going to the airport.
wf my siblings.

back to singapore. i m like playing wf the trolley. haha
wad a kid.

MY BUYS!!

bought alot of stuffs (:
some of them are gifts for my friends.
the stuffs there are real cheap.

peace out!

i wanna go back someday for cheap trills. haha

-END-

new skin

2009-03-27T00:39:00.003+08:00

NEW SKIN

New blog skin, new phase of life. (:
i am officially a diploma graduate.
Although, i am still as childish as ever.
However, i feel that i have matured. *rolls eyes*
ok la. abit?? a tiny weeny bit?? haha

i guess i still loves to rant n whines,act like a kid, hates working, loves dancing.

This new blogskin marks ....
A fresh start in life. A new beginning for me and all of u peeps out there. (:

i will try to blog more often and on more interesting stuff.
I feel my blog is now just WORDS N WORDS N WORDS.
where are the PICTURES?? i remember i used to upload lots of of them in the past.
mayb i dun cam whore any more. tt y.. haha
i will try to upload pictures to my plain blog.

-END-

PS: i know this blog is really simple n plain. i like (:
gray white black are my new favorite colours

BoA - Eat You Up (New Version)

2009-03-25T00:28:00.001+08:00

BOA rox!!
i wanna get her US album (:

fated..

2009-03-20T08:28:00.002+08:00

RESULTS!!

yeah! i have offically passed and completed the stupid science diploma course.

What i can conclude from this semester results is that i am totally not cut out for science.
Sad to say, i did not score in any science subjects which are of like 8AU and 1.5 AU respectively.

wtf right. 8 AU and i screwed it up!

On a happier note, i have got 2 AD (:

* first time i c 2 AD on my results slip.*clap clap*

and i got A for MEDIA. i know is only 2 AU and no one really cares.

But i just adore this module cause is something i really like to do.

yeah!!

i am super not a science material kind of person.

Scoring at modules which are totally out of my faculy. -_-"

Guess is a kind of hint to me to change degree. and i m super going to do tt.

farewell science and hello to a new life adead.

ps: i got accpeted into NUS faculty of arts and social science. (:

I am still hoping that NTU will accept cause i really prefer communication studies.

-END-

proteomics

2009-02-25T17:46:00.003+08:00

PROTEO

fuck fuck fuck.

i fucking screwed up big time for my proteo final paper.

30 marks gone for goood.

i cnnot rmb anything..

wad trimer thingy .. 10 marks gone..

the 6 marks question wrong cuz i wrote like MBIO stuff instead of proteo stuff.

-__-"double fuck. n the 12 marks questions i wrote like crap.

arh!!!

i fucking scrwed up proteo..

no one A for sure.

this sem gpa sure like fuck one.

hu to blame. myself for not studying

-END-

off to study BIBV cuz i dun wanna fuck up another paper.

proteo

2009-02-25T00:29:00.002+08:00

EXAMS

i am really afraid of tml proteomics exam.
i super think tt i m going to fail. :(
cuz i dun even know wad i know n wad i dunno.
arh!! plus i m super slack in studying this sem.
oh man. 8 credits lei.

lady luck bless me. must let me do gd gd hor.
make the paper easy easy then all ans i know one haha
(:

-END-
off to mug again.
going to try his past year paper. hope is easy.
but i got a feeling tt i out of 10 questions i will only know how to do 1
-_-"

proteo

2009-02-24T00:01:00.002+08:00

PROTEO STRESS

i kept playing after the genomic paper.

draw my thing is addictive

ARHH!!

proteomics is screwed. i m dead.

no time left. have not started anything.

damn stress liao.

-END-

off to draw my thing haha

for real

2009-02-22T15:40:00.002+08:00

GENOMICS

arhh!!! the past year papers questions are damn difficult.

cannot do anything.. -_-"

going to fail genomics for real..

i cannot rmb the details only the vivid big picture.

omg!!!

-END-

cannot rmb any shit

Mya - Give a Chick a Hand

2009-02-20T19:27:00.001+08:00

fredy jazz 2 this week
haha still dancing during study break :X

super fun but damn shagged..
it is damn fast la.. -_-"

almost faint in class cuz is damn stuffy..
air-con spoil plus super alot of ppl..

but fun fun fun... (:

stress

2009-02-20T02:54:00.002+08:00

EXAMS

oh man. please slap me!
now feel damn guilty for not mugging.
cuz i feel i will not have time to mug finish.

i only started mugging like wed night n i only finish like
6 lectures of BIBV n 2 lectures of proteomics.

how productive.. i m dead.

-END-

Janet Jackson - Rollercoaster

2009-02-20T02:41:00.001+08:00

fredy street jazz 1
dope.. i love the chero (:

study

2009-02-18T16:30:00.002+08:00

STUDY

thanks peeps.
thanks for asking me to study n mug after reading the previous post.
u guys rock!

k i shall b a good boy n mug for all for u. (:
c i so nice. haha..

anyway last sem liao.. after this is BYE BYE SCIENCE for life.
i hope i get into the degree program i wan man. *prey to lady luck* haha

ok i got feel abit guilty for not mugging.
mayb by thur or fri then i will feel the stress.
now still can play :x haha.. i might go dance today. yeah!
c must enjoy abit first i mug like some fucktard wad.

weird logic right haha (:
stop rolling ur eyes. later drop up then i laught :X

ok i wan to play MJ le. haha
super slack right. i think i m going to fail at this rate.
my cohort ppl lets all play together lei.. then all fail together then all got moderation.
so passing mark is like 20/100 cuz everyone fail like siao. haha
so mean right.. wan the whole world fail wf me. :X

-END-

exam

2009-02-17T01:14:00.002+08:00

EXAM STRESS?

how come the whole world is like mugging for exams
while i dun feel any stress? mine exams are like next week n
i m in like heck care mood. i super dun feel like mugging.
i think i m super screwed. can the world stop mugging n party wf me?
i still wanna dance this week la. although no more nra but i think i wan go o sch dance.
haha.. i m super daring right.. fuck care exams. all i wanna do is dance. -_-"

oh man.. where is my sense of urgency? y m i not feeling stress this time?
i usually will b damn KS one n mug like some fucktard. wad happen this sem?
mayb i dun wanna grad. mayb i wanna stay back so i can b in nra?
wait cannot if i fail exams then cant dance in nra.. better clear n pass.
mayb i dun wanna compete wf ppl anymore. mayb i m sick of mugging n being a nerd.
mayb i need a life. mayb mayb mayb..

so those hu r mugging like fuck. gd for u cuz lim pei is not mugging this time.
all he wanna do is dance n slack.

yes! he is lazy this time round. he dun feel the pressue.
lady luck always works for him. he can like shake leg n go take exams n still score A.
-_-" like it will ever happen. -__-" u wish man!! wake up.. go n mug!!

ok la.. enough of crap. i wan go watch youtube le..
still not mugging.haha
mayb tml bah. i guess i will keep saying tml till the day b4 exams then feel stress. i m always like tt one.. hai.. bad habit. must change le.

-END-
off to youtube.
1 day of study break wasted.
i m a slacker. (:

now act so free, so proud to be a slacker. later fail exam sure cry..
-_-"

hai!! wait i think i m mad. there is like 2 of me talking to myself.
like the bad me n the good me. they r like fightning. one is asking me to mug one is asking me to slack,party n dance.

give in to tempatation.. NO.. give in.. NO..,
n they kept fighting as i end this random post... -_-"

LSSS

2009-02-14T01:12:00.004+08:00

LSSS OVER!!

lsss over n done wf once n for all.

wad a stupid module. so not important at all.

please it only like 1.5

n we have to like study so much crap which i dun c any relevance to my life.

super going to change course. science is getting more n more crappy n weird.

they can make EVERYTHING important somehow. if they r tt important y r science grad earnings like so fucked up. how much can a lab tech ( or rather Research assistant.. made to sound nicer only can) earn?? wan to earn alot in science must have like a PHD -_-"

practically wrote like trash for the paper although i wrote alot but is all crap ( i feel)

cuz i cannot rmb anything fm my notes.. just wack!!

y so random n test y the geckos stick on the wall -_-"

super random can.

nuleoporins n chromatin questions were like fuck up. dunno wad i writing

screwed up big time

-END-

1 more projects n 3 more papers to go

then i m free fm all these science thingy.

LSSS

2009-02-12T22:38:00.002+08:00

LSSS final paper

stress stress stress.

i seriously think tt i will fail.

i m like soo not prepared for the paper.

omg.. is like so hard. i dun even know wad they will test.

there is so much to study n i just like read through the notes.

i cannot even meno anything. i dunno wad happen to me.

sure fail one. i dun wan retake LSSS la.. it is a stupid module.

they should just take it away. waste of time. rather up our elective credits.

BSM needs tt 1.5 haha

-_-"

-END-

off to mug like some loser. like mug le will also fail.

hack la. fuck lsss.

bo n yiu

2009-02-04T01:14:00.005+08:00

BO N YIU

went for Bo n Yiu class on 1st feb (:
it was dope. learn alot fm them.
nice experience. nice exposure.
they r fm hongkong.
i wanna go hong kong already. -_-"
damn randombeginner street jazz. (:

hu got the beginner hip hop grp picture..
send me send me.
is not in my cam!!! cuz we only took 2.. :X
no time!!

Everyone. NRA with Bo n Yiu
see everyone soooo happy.

BO
his is one talented guy. very friendly also.
keep asking us to move cuz we will stone n wait of the 5 6 7 8. haha
love his chero (: learn alot fm him..
must relax. enjoy n just dance. dun have to b so self-conscious.

Yiu
another dope dancer. very talented too.
i like the way he control his movement n body.
learnt alot fm him too.
EMOTION!!! cuz he kept repeating it in class haha
must dance fm feel. feel the song. (:

izzit me or wad. i feel his street jazz class like more lyrical hip hop lei.
ok mayb if u count the turn n ripples, body isolation street jazz. haha.
his chero is super must control n concerntate one. if never sure do wrong step one.
enjoy his lesson too. (:

dope dope dope.

bring in more external ppl pleasessssss (:
i think is fun. i like. haha

-END-

* back to pojects which is like never ending one. will b super stress this mth.
deadlines r back to back n i have finals exmas to study for. damn.
school a bitch. hate school.
can some kind soul just burn down lsct. then i dun need go school -_-" haha

will blog again when i m more free. (;

stress

2009-01-13T00:55:00.002+08:00

ARHHHH!!!
i m fucking stress this week.
i got like soooooo many fucking presentation to finish.
going to break down soon.
mon- LSSS (fuck it i finish it.. hope is great stuff)
wed- BSM role play shit presentation
thu- WISP crap
fri-genomic trash

look at the amount of work..
everything is like back to back to back to back.
u tell me stress anot.

sometimes i think i m killing myself wf the workload.
i should just anyhow do all these shit n b happy.
but i can;t i wan to do it properly. A standard work. (:
ok sometime the teacher never give me A la. at least i try for it.
n my grp tried

i wanna thank my grp mates for agreeing to all my stupid n crazy plans n ideas.
is u guys tt made those crazy retard idea of mine work. (: u peeps rox big time..
thank for putting in effort for doing those werid shit i ask for . haha
mius my UTM grp. i just dun like it. i dun feel the grp. is like so broken. we had so many diff ideas n we can't see eye to eye. never once. the first assigment i did soooo fucking much for my section n u peeps like did only 1/10 of wad i did. ok mayb i extra. loves going the extra mile but i feel is worth it can. i feel getting B is we totally deserved it can. if i never do my part like tt ( i mean extra n fucking long) i think we will get like a C or even fail. i can jolly well fucking kiss goodbye to aceing UTM. it is going to be a fucking fucking B or even a C. cuz assigiement 2 i m fucking not going to do. do so much also get same grade as u all. so might as well do fucking little or give u peeps wad u gave me. damn pissed. no more A u peeps happy. go celebrate. go party n get loose n drunk. Go! fuck no A i damn sad le la. :(

-END-

birthday

2009-01-08T00:02:00.002+08:00

BIRTHDAY
this year birthday was really special.
other the spending it wf my family.
NRA were there for me.

thanks ppl tt took part in the planning n turning up for the surprise.
cuz there were no dance class till like dunno when.
but most of u still came down. thankz. (: i m really happy.

i seriously got shock tao la. say wad meeting -_-" haha
bluff me come down. :X thankz for all the effort. i really appreciate it

thank for the dope dope gift n dope dope cake.
n the not-at-all-dope-solo/freestyle/dance/sing by me :X
haha ... got entertain tao u all can le la..
* ok let's all pretend it never happens . haha.
actually it's kind of thing is gd for me cuz i dun usually dare to do such stuff.
break through le haha
mayb someday . i m sure oneday .i surelly can solo/freestyle
let's hope this day is some day soon. (: haha

thankz for everything.. love u peeps deep deep.
now must chiong project liao haha

(:

-END-

when i grow up

2008-12-25T14:37:00.016+08:00

WHEN I GROW UP
some picz fm when i grow up chero.
taken by my sis fm the audience.
so quality abit chui la. haha.

me n my partners (:

the first "HA HA HA HA"

the next "HA HA HA HA"

i wanna be famous....

swing swing swing swing

*forget the lyrics for the part* opps!!starting of beats
ta ta ra ta ta ra ta ta ra ta

formation

get it?

ORANGE
thankz for putting me in your showcase.
really appreciate it alot. u always say u dunno how to chero.
see u did it!!! i m sure everyone is really proud of u.
u kept saying when i grow up is either ppl like it or dislike it.
my friends n family say they like it alot. (:
got happy?? they like lei... we did it. haha
hope we can perform together again.
hope can do ur chero again.
thankz for teaching A class. really enjoyed ur lesson.
u wun have no friends de lor. so rest assure. haha

thank for everything. i enjoyed dancing to your chero. (:

-END-
*ps: all picz has me in it cuz is taken my by sis. so yeah!!
ppl near me can look out for urself haha.
*will edit n uoload picz of other showcases..wait ppl... really got alot of picz to look through n edit. haha

danzation

2008-12-25T14:11:00.004+08:00

DANZATION 08

it was great. it was dope.
will blog abt it soon.
too many picz. too little time.
i m proud to be part of NRA. (:

thankz SMU peeps.
it's really sweet of u guys. (:
thankz for all the encouraging messages.
i m glad tt i m in SMU item. i really learnt alot fm u ppl.
let's jia u more together!!

-END-

qucik

2008-12-09T22:27:00.002+08:00

UPDATE
here's a quick one (:

JAPANESE JLPT 4
sux sux sux.. i just guess every single question.
sure fail one. cofirm!!
plus i guess one like all wrong. cuz i check wf my friends n all diff
-_-" so screwed!
i should not have apply man. waste $$$ la

PROTEO
i m soo screwed too. everyone stared revision.
everyone is mugging like some fucktard except me.
i have not even open my LECTURE ONE la.
tt how screwed i m. i m soo going to fail.
how!! i so dun feel like studying. i wanna dance.
danzation is coming n i m not ready. i dun wanna screw danzation up.
:(

hate life sci. i soooo not going to continue. NEVER.
i just wanna get over wf this sem n then bye bye life sci 4 life (:

off to mug. hope is still not too late. at least an A please (: haha

-END-

fear

2008-12-02T00:14:00.002+08:00

COMMON TEST
i got a feeling tt i will not do well this common test.
Even though i only had like Proteomis. -__-"
i m like those tt study last min.
( my last min is like one day b4 the exam )
i kind of think tt i have dance like almost everyday
during the common test week cuz danzation is coming.
then being me, i sure will not pon one. :X
i rather dance n fail common test. haha
omg how? i got a feeling i will like get 10/100 for proteomics. cuz after dance will b like 1am reach home? how to study 6 lectures.. i wan to slp de la.
plus i m always late for proteo lecture. my late is not like 1 or 2 min late tt kind.
my late is like 30 to 45 min. -__-" how to pass??
i was not even there for the first half of his lecture.
omg... damn worry liao.. i guess i have to study soon. wish me luck man.

JAPANESE
i kind of think i m wasting $$ to take the JLPT 4 exam cuz i got no time to study.
i dunno alot of stuff. shit!! how to take the paper?? i m soo screwed.
i think i shall go n guess since is like all mutiple choice. please make the answer very DUH kind so i will like get it all right... lady luck u have been activated... bless me please!!! -_-"

HOUSE
waste $$. i should not have taken the course during danzation period la.
i only went for 3 times n missed 4 times. wadever la. danzation is more impt to me. (:
missing house for danzation pract is worth it. (: haha

seriously i need to go mug le.. i really need the power of lady luck!!!
" i wanna get gd grades like A?? for jap n proteomic. *hint hint* "
*prey prey* *burn some paper money*

i need to be damn hell lucky this period. it is like the busiest period of my life.
-_-"

-END-

stress

2008-11-29T00:47:00.002+08:00

STRESS

omg!! i was trying to list out all the things to be done n this is wad i found out.

i m fucking busy.

*stress*stress*

1) BIBV MEL quiz --5dec

2) $$$ assigment -- 5dec

3) Japanese JLPT 4 ---7dec

4) Proteomic common test --11dec

5) Understanding the media --12 dec

6) DANZATION 2008 (: (19dec and 20dec)

7) Poster presentation-- 20 plus dec??

8) LSSS chromatin project -- after sch holiday which is like late dec or early jan??

9) marketing plan project ---5 jan before 5pm

10) WISP project 2 ---15 jan hand in but present on 22 jan

11) Proteomics project --- 20 feb

*fucking busy la * i m screwed. i need like more time to do my work -_-"

n these r not final. there might b MORE projects coming. i hope lecturer dun give me any more project to do. i m dying. i think i shall just admit myself into the hospital or smth just to avoid them -_-"

- WORK IT-

jazz

2008-11-26T01:04:00.004+08:00

Meredith Kerr's Jazz class
rocks big time.. (:
everyone is happy...we want more of her please!! haha

me wf meredith (: *beam with joy*

she is tooo dope liao. when i c her dance, i will stunned for awhile.
like totally mesmerized by her

n we gave a our very own NRA club tee.
yeah! she is now " part of us " haha.
*clap clap peeps*

she is always inspiring. i rmb her saying smth like tt.

" when i chero a dance, i put my soul,heart,life,passion into it.
and now i m giving this chero= her soul,life.heart,passion to u
if u all dun give this chero back to me, i will die. ( litally) "

she just wan us to dance to our best n enjoy her dance. (:
i m inspired.

-END-

hip hop

2008-11-21T22:06:00.003+08:00

Meredith Kerr's Hip Hop
it was dope!!!
i totally enjoyed myself. even though i kinda sux.
i really like the way she teaches. her personality rox big time
it was so carefree.
she was rather inspiring too.
" if u dun enjoy dancing, dun dance"
smth to think abt.

everyone loves her
big smile. everyone was happy. (:

i m so going to take her jazz class too. even though i cannot do jazz for nuts -_-"
she is just too dope le haha.
i rmb she said smth like this:
" *pointing to the studio floor* this is where u can try smth new, smth foreign"
" no one is actually looking at you when u dance cuz everyone is busy looking at themselves."
damn true la.totally agree man.
must b more confidence of myself n not b affected by wad ppl thinks/say abt u. ("

-END-

danzation

2008-11-20T02:46:00.002+08:00

finally a picture of me. 0_0

SUPPORT DANZATION 2008 (:

stress

2008-11-19T03:32:00.001+08:00

IT IS 3.32am NOW.
i m still online doing my project.
( wait i forget the SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS)
it is like endless la.

i hate my last sem to the core.
projects r like endless.
this is madness.

over-loaded

2008-11-07T00:20:00.002+08:00

OVER-WORKED
i m seriously over loaded with projects and presentations.
check out my schedule.
to-be-completed-SOON

1) LSSS herbal therapy project (12 NOV)
2) HIV market survey (12 NOV)
3) WISP Bangladeshi workers project (13 NOV)
4) Genomic genetic disease project (14 NOV)
5) BIBV stem cells project (19 NOV)

omg right. deadlines r like soooooo fucking near to each other.
i m damn stress. i need more TIME. i think i m screwed,
i have like so many commitment. i m going to insane.
life sux. thank for all the work man. i super duper love it.
*roll eyes*

-ENDED OFF PISSED-

exhaused

2008-10-28T00:13:00.003+08:00

Exhausted
i m feeling really exhausted right now.
My eyes are droopy. My mind is a chaos.
i m damn run-down but i know i have to strive on.
everything will be fine. i can make it though this period alive.

i know i m capable of great things. I know i can somehow pressed on.

(:

-END-
is having too much commitment a bad things??

ivan book

2008-10-15T00:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN (:
got surprised?? haha.
all the best in dance n your studies.
hope u like all the stuffs that we did for u on your big day.
(:

don't cry le la. not handsome le :X
i know that u r damn touched by our efforts.

LUCKY?

i m a lucky bastard today (:
i was pondering if i wanna get the recommended textbook which cost a boom.
and the next moments, i FOUND the book on an empty table with no name written, no one claims it even though i stood there for like 5 min n wait to c if the owner is coming back.
in the end, no one appears n the book now belongs to me. (:
save some $$$ (: haha...

ok i m sure a cheapo. but u tell me y things r so coincidental??
lady luck just loves. haha

6pm-7pm :
was in lib looking for the recommended book cuz i only rmb the cover n not the title.
took down the title n was thinking if i wanna get it? cuz is damn ex...
7pm-8pm:
dinner wf nra peeps... n i found the book.

u tell me, wad is this.. damn drama can.

now, i feel kind of guilty after "taking" the book.
mayb after this sem, i shall donate it to the ngee ann library (:
since is not mine anyway.

-END-

[Official Video] Director's Cut - Britney Spears

2008-10-12T00:01:00.001+08:00

damn nice!!! watch it(:
Britney is back with a vengeance.
she is fierce...

new skin

2008-09-29T00:50:00.006+08:00

NEW SKIN!! (:
let say goodbye to this old concept.
how's my new skin?? i dun think is 100% done yet.
i still feel smth is missing...i still wanna add some shit.

my concept for this new skins is to work wf colour like blue, purple,white, grey, black.
at the same time keep it clean, simple, neat.

smth is still missing.damn!!
*think think think*

mean while, ENJOY (:
free to give feedback too.

ps: best viewed wf mozilla firefox.
i think internet explore user might find some stuff out of place.

-END-

boring

2008-09-27T23:46:00.002+08:00

BORING
pardon my boring blog these months.
i have not been updating since donkey years.

i m losing my blogging bugs n readers.
ARHHH!!

my life been revolving around attachment n dance.
perhaps when sch starts i will have more stuff to blog abt.
i m thinking of a revamp. like a new blogskin or a shift to wordpress ?? (:

we shall c how it goes..
stay tune. (:

crap

2008-09-11T23:24:00.006+08:00

): (:
why do shit always happens to me?
i can't b bother anymore. whatever will be, will be.
hate that i love ____ so much.

on a happier note, it's sandra birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANDRA!!!

hope u will like our gift. haha

some random picz i took today.. i think is damn nice.
wad do u think??
wind.
let my misery flow wf the wind.
just be gone. i wanna b happy. (:

-END-
*please, i dun need anymore shit. more of better stuff please.

britney

2008-09-10T01:04:00.005+08:00

BRITNEY IS REALLY BACK
(:
she had just made a triumphant return.
Now, she is all radiant and smiley. No longer loony.
haha

Spears won prizes for best female video, best pop video and video of the year for her single “Piece of Me” at VMA 2008 (:
she swept away the top honor tt day.
tt insane!!
on a side note, she was also voted one of the best dressed celebrities at yahoo.com (:
this vintage silver Versace mini dress works for her.
totally better then her bra n panties outfit at last year VMA.
oh-so-hideous. haha.

-END-

Britney Spears - New Single

2008-09-10T00:56:00.003+08:00

Britney Spears - New Single

this is soooo britney!! she is really back.

it's her at dance rehearsal (; ENJOY!!

nra camp

2008-09-01T22:46:00.004+08:00

NRA FRESHIES CAMP 2008

i love love love this camp. (:
thankz everyone for everything.
it's my first time being in an main com.
thankz for giving me this chance. i really appreciate it.
i m sorry for all the hiccups here and there.
if my performance is not up to your standard, i apologize.
next time will b better. i promise. (:

i really enjoy working with everyone. hope is more chances (:

we been through the serious time together.
having meetings on sunday and late at night.
it's all worth it. (:

we been through crazy times together.
making all those vids for the freshies. it was wacky.

we are indeed sexy. haha
i love our main com chero starting and final formation the best.
sexy ass-shaking sia!! haha.

(:

thankz chin , chin , mia, xiao bei and everyone for your dope chero and ideas....

-END-

memories. i will always rmb.

confused

2008-09-01T21:43:00.001+08:00

.confused.
my mind is in a chaos.
which is the right choice?

mind

2008-08-23T01:27:00.003+08:00

BLOGGING IN MY MIND

iarfvdn.airtb.ianaftei.iowlftsi.iwrhft.ieuwti.vsl.
iilimsabadaloyod.aintitf.ycijba.idwbd.ijwbles.tisuf.idltdf.
sirwijniacc.wlt.iwtbaac.a.iws.ejcgmitm.ijwdm.timls.mltos.idekiiwsoin.
ntiwig.apds.irhtlkofniwbatgmi.p.mdh.iwb.eeeeeeeee
- somethings r best not to be mention.
-END-

xiao bei

2008-08-18T21:32:00.008+08:00

WHAT'S THE TIME NOW?
it has been a while...

"tick tock tick tock" went the clock
....as we anticipates the arrival of the birthday girl...

it's a surprise birthday bash! (:
16-08-08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO BEI!
all the best in everything u do!!

The peeps that were there to grace her big day.
people from different walks of her life.
her boyfriend, her secondary beasties to her beloved dance peeps. (:
everyone made it even though it was exams period.
i believed, she is touched by everyone's sincerity.

we had fun. dun believe i have proof... c the picz below.
this is only 10% of wad i had taken.
we played lamed games and laughed till we teared.
it was wacky. i love birthday bash.
i hug the balloons. i hug the cake. i hug the atmosphere.
i hug everyone.

:wait..... i m blogging as if it is my birthday -_-"
so out tiao la.

ohoh. and i get to take lotsa pictures.
i love love love love photography.
i wanna take picz for everyone.

below r my fav 6 pix tt i took for my friends.

i think is nice can le. (:

n of course not forgetting... cam-whoring myself.
it;s really been awhile.
i still rmb last time when i was damn childish.
i used to take picz of me n my outfit like everyday b4 i leave home.
so fucking retard.

time for some remedy (:

i love my picz. (:
esp the act dumb picz.
i want to buy kit kat spec.
so nice to play wf la

-END-

nra

2008-08-17T15:09:00.001+08:00

新加坡群星大合唱 - 爱无极限MV

2008-08-16T11:37:00.001+08:00

here the long-awaited MTV. haha

click n support (:

*i think i look weird in the vid*
or m i always weird -_-"

克罗地亚

2008-08-14T22:27:00.007+08:00

克罗地亚
Croatia Island

there is indeed an island tt resembles a heart on earth. (:
interesting right... i only found out today. so lack can.
it called 克罗地亚.
n derrick hoh's album got a song entitled 克罗地亚的天空.
damn nice. it is abt this guy's girlfriend on the wits of dying.
then he wanna full fill her wish. ( to go to this island)
then he bring her there.... she dies. :(

so sad! la.. i wanna go to this place one day. looks romantic can.

-END-

britney

2008-08-14T01:33:00.007+08:00

BRITNEY SPEARS
has got her body back!!

i guess i m like real damn slow. i only now it like now. -_-"

this was her N mths ago.

say good bye to all her unnecessary fats n lipids.
say hello to the body of her good old days (:

this is her NOW!!
wad a transformation.

finally she has gone back her "my prerogative" era body.
* tt was the era i last saw her wf such a hot body.*
then all hell broke lose n dark days arrived.
skipped those down period of her career n life.
.
.
.
heard she is preparing for her COME BACK.
* hope it dun end up like the gimme more comeback.*
tt was disappointing.

if i m not wrong she will b dancing n singing (lip-syn) to piece of me during MTV awards again.
hope it not like tt gimme more.

(:

n here is Britney ex-jack ass husband.
totally KARMA can.
look at how he look now.

once a not too bad looking dancer to......this ...

i wonder if he took in all britney fats.
-_-"

KARMA can.
wad goes around really does comes around.

-END-
* omg,,, i m suppose to be like sleeping now. it is 2am. n i need to b in NUS tml morning,
damn!! ciao...

national day

2008-08-08T23:12:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 43th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

it's my first time watching the national day celebration concert in NGEE ANN POLY.
i rmb fm pri to sec sch, we will always have national day concert in school.
those where the times... haha

i was there to support CASH n CHOY. (;
haha... they were involved in the concert.

well done guys.
i love this balloon.
although it got stuck in the curtains when it was turning.
tt hilarious.

i bet u peeps dunno LSCT lectures can perform.
they can dance (; love their bollywood item (:
they even got showmanship la. haha

ps: one lecture fm some sch really damn gd la.. she is like the RETRO QUEEN.
she still got full out n give u expression when she dance la.

omg. * pei fu pei fu*

love this effect. (:

PICTURES

we had fun
080808 is indeed a wonderful day. (:

-END-
* i been blogging rather frequently cuz i had no DANCE.
stopped for exams. sian. then i this sem NO EXAMS.
(; but sian. dun need study, dun have dance.
double sian. so lost.

wait, i think i still own dr lau my lit review..
omg... better go choing by this week (;
if not later i need stay back one sem.
-_-"

would you

2008-08-07T22:51:00.006+08:00

WOULD YOU?

wonder y did i posted such picz on my blog??
read on to find out. (DUH!)
it is KIND OF related to the stuff tt i wanna blog abt.

if u r a lady WOULD YOU give such a face when u r on a crowded bus?

if you are a man WOULD YOU give much an expression during bus ride on PEAK PERIOD?

if you are a COUPLE on a congested BUS jammed-packed with people would you have the thoughts of doing such acts??

WOULD any normal,sounded individual carry out such an act on a public transport during peak periods?

consider me lucky, if u wish. i had witnessed such (insert wad ever word u like here) acts.
Yes! on a overcrowded 151 bus ride home from NUS after my attachment.
what is wrong with the couple? are they out to show the world tt they r passionately in love or horny-ily in love. -_-"

the bus is like already so cramped and they r like taking up so much space.

i can narrate out wad i saw. not tt i wanna SEE. i had no choice. i m like RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEM ( they did moved a bit after like 72878210 hours) so they were then BESIDE ME.
i had no where to moved to. cuz the bus is like overflowing with people.
THEY R FUCKING NOT AT ALL HOT NOR SEXY NOR ( insert all the words tt defines the meaning of beauty and charm) who they hell would wanna c?? i m soooo going to get sore eyes and indigestion. -_-"

here's the story if U r interested to know. it all started with the NOT AT ALL HOT couple starting to hug each other. (this part is normal, i bet everyone seen such stuff somewhere in public) then they stared to hold hands n kiss. they they suddenly the GUY started to get damn horny. i guess his testosterone are crazily generating. he started to squeeze his girlfriend BUTT n like kiss her chest area/breast. -_-" i think they totally forget tt they on a BUS. many ppl are like looking at them with digested eyes. ( ok, mayb some r enjoying. i m sooo not one of them)

LUCKILY, it was time for me to alight. no more TRAUMA. i m still a kid. (: i m not suppose to be seeing such stuff. ( i bet u peeps will be exclaiming "right!" like u never yelled before)

i m damn irritated when i saw the bus cuz it was fucking crowded .
i had blogged b4 tt i DETEST crowded bus ride.
ok, mayb i hate BUS RIDE in general.
n the stupid couple dunno how to zi tong abit to like make space for other passenger and make our journey a more pleasant one. even though it was digesting enough alone without this incident.
instead they started to make merry. so wadever la. can't they do it at home.
i bet the whole bus is like cursing and swearing at them.
if wan to do also can do faster anot . not like fm dunno where do until i alight still not done.
i bet the remaining passanger ( which is alot) will be glad tt they are gone.
JUST FUCK. ZIP N BE A NORMAL PASSENGER.
sooo irritating to have them moving around n bumping into u.

wait... m i too conservative? or is every Singaporean like tt?
tt y i ask WOULD YOU peeps do such stuff on a bus ride, mrt ride??

-END-
* anyway, the Dolce&Gabbana prints ads are HOT.
i was forced to ( opps!!) investigated on his brand for my popular culture module last sem.
sex sells techniques (: haha.. some popular culture shit. haha
oh god! i can still rmb. i m suppose to hate this module cuz i got a B. yes! fuck the B.

* dun say my blog post are always regarding DANCE DANCE and more DANCE hor.
this post is different. haha

suntec

2008-08-04T23:22:00.004+08:00

SUNTEC DANCE COMPETITION AUDITION 2008
just watch the vids on youtube (:
is not bad la.. got some dope one also. haha

i support RUFFJACK REPRESENTS
why?
1) cuz got my friends (:
2) they chero to freakshow n grown apart .
both songs r constantly on my playlist.
3) they r dope shit!!

watch it, here's the link..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4jBacaYyUhE

-END-
* hummm... i wonder when will it be my turn to take part in dance competitions.
what will my "crew" be like? what will we called ourself??
i really wonder. will i ever had a chance to do it? *scratch head*

sports day

2008-08-03T22:13:00.002+08:00

NRA SPORT'S DAY
organized by chin n melise.
thankz guys!!

it was really fun. we played games such as badminton n captain's ball.
it was my first time playing wf the seniors. it was an experience. haha
hu say NRA ppl only know how to dance.
we got pro pro badminton player n captain's ball player also k.

* i m not in the picture cuz i went off early yo meet my family for dinner :(

-END-
* no dance for 2 weeks. *sad sad* stopped for exams n study break.
i guess is time for me to do my lit review which is due like last mth. -_-"
FYP sux.
i wanna go back to sch. i miss having lectures, mugging for exams n blah blah blah.
i wan a NORMAL student life. like as a intern sux. i wanna go back to NP.

nra

2008-08-03T21:49:00.013+08:00

31st JULY PERFORMANCE
it's my first performance wf NRA. (:
( let's count fantazia as a concert. haha )
i had learned alot of it. i m really glad to b part of this.
i had lotsa of fun too.
dancing on stage n dancing during class is indeed diff.
the feeling, the mood, the everything is diff.
the feeling is damn shiok!! haha

NRA peeps tt were there.
ONE BIG FAMILY!
freshies item peeps. (:
u peeps r LOVE!

cam-whore time.
it been a while since i last cam-whored haha
btw i love my hair tt day.
it was crisped ( if i m not wrong) by wynne
n then styled by me (:
thankz gal!!

this picz is damn nice.
agree??

fly away...no...come back....

our very own power ranger
hahaha

taken fm von blog. (:
i think it a nice picz.

Collages

* i still love my hair (:

nudge me if u wan the picz. (:

-END-

soon

2008-08-02T13:09:00.002+08:00

COMING SOON!!
STAY TUNE. (:

* i kind of lost all my feel/touch when it comes to photoshoping.
i think i can't photoshop for nuts. :(
i need a teacher!!

tpde

2008-07-27T22:06:00.003+08:00

TPDE (:
feat. DREAMS
ps: i like this picz. so coincidental, everyone is like standing in a slope like pattern
so synchro la

i think their concert was not too bad. i find tt it was rather neat.
i like the whacking n the para para by evenodd crew.
haha very dope.

i also like the "yesterday" chero by ryan. very nice.

...errrr the rest i cannot really rmb....
sry. i m like blogging abt it 3 days after the concert.
so cannot rmb much.

-END-
* i m losing my blogging feel. i dunno wad can i blog abt.
my blog is sooo dead.

n n n n i wanna watch dark knight. y is everyone not free :(
i m so sad.

bad day

2008-07-23T00:52:00.002+08:00

BAD DAY

i had diarrhea before dance class today :(
tummy was ultra pain during class.
i kept losing focus cuz my tummy hurts. cannot full out, kept forgetting steps.
ARHH!! i hate tummy ache. BOO!!!
the very moment after class, i run straight to the toilet and stayed there for like 20 plus min
so loser la.

* i look retard in today's vid.
( ok, mayb not only today's but every lesson -_-" )
super no confident in dance le la. :( HOW??

-END-
* the ranting post was removed cuz i dun feel angry anymore.
The post was an outlet for me to vent out my anger.
now, i m pretty fine wf it. it is over. it has been history.

life

2008-07-21T01:17:00.004+08:00

HELL BOY
watched hell boy 2 wf 13 other NRA peeps just now.
although i did not watch the first installation, i find tt the storyline is actually not too bad.
i like the imagination and the way the characters looks.
Who the hell will though of such characters? it is genius! haha
14 tickets!! madness can

(:

life
i m like messing up my life. i have so much stuffs to do within so little time.
let me list them out to remind myself what i need to complete by this mth.

- hand in 2 more summary to dr lau. seriously, i m like 2 weeks late. fucking loser la
i never own work b4 la. this is my first time. damn! i m so worried tt i will become some lazy fucktard. NO NO NO...

- study for advance driving theory. my test is coming n i have not even open the book to read.

- jap speaking test. damn. i m dead. is this wed!! OMG!!!
( i hope i dun kena the retest. i dun wanna fail. i still wanna take the JLPT la. )

- dance camp stuff to do done by this wed.

- safety report. i need to help jo. if not she will scream n slap me.

- do my LOGBOOK. it is like 2 weeks behind time.
damn. the more i drag, the more stress i will get. there is alot of stuff to write abt.

- perfect my freshie dance chero. i dun wanna drag the whole team down. if not i will b fucking guilty.

- i need to control more when i dance. everyone been saying tt my energy level is like fredy but i lack control. so i look like whacking instead of dancing. i need to try to process it. i dunno how to control.. they say is must ownself find out de. what if i takes like 10 years to find out how to control. -_-" i dun wanna b tt slow la. :( HOW TO CONTROL? i been trying but like not very obvious. -_-" i m such a failure. :(

- NAPFA!! damn it. 1 more week n i m screwed. i m afraid of PULL-UPS.
i been going to the gym whenever i have no dance. i hope it helps.
i wan a gold/ silver , BADLY.

i think tt enough, it is already alot of stuff to b done. i m stress!!!

-END-
* out of a sudden, i m super into ROYAL BLUE. i dunno y.
guess, this will b my favourite colour for the moment.
i have been buying stuff tt are of different tones of blue lately.
super crazy la. c blue i damn high then feel like buying le.
end up most of my purchase this mth are BLUE!!
insane can.

* i suddenly got the urge to sell my old clothes away. be it tee, jackets, berms, jeans.
i wanna like set up a flea market or sell it online. some really like wear less then 5 time la.
i need to revamp my closets. it is filled. will u peeps wanna buy second hand stuff which are like worn less then 5 times?? i think mayb sell at $10-$5 dollars . it is fucking cheap. haha . i just wanna clear them away!! (:

dance garage

2008-07-12T23:36:00.002+08:00

DANCE GARAGE
featuring EURHYTHMIX
a SMU hip hop production

it was not too bad (:
ALL items were hiphop.
it's love. i enjoyed myslef.

their energy level were THERE!!
everyone were damn high on stage (;
what i learnt fm this concert is to have many many many FACIAL expressions haha
cuz i rmb some of the peeps there were really gd at it. even their steps,lines,angles all abit OUT TIAO but when u c tt they r enjoying the dance n the many many expressions of their face. u will forget all the flaws instantly (:

i love freddy chero (:
haha not bias de ok. it is very HIS style la.

i also like the reggae's chero. ok mayb only CHURCH.
tt was their neatest item. n the item was the one wf the MOST BANG!!
sadly tt was their closing item 0_O

their concept for the production were very interesting too. i like the very STREET feel.
it is like very realistic. (:
but i find the DRAMA n ACTING n STUNTS abit toooo much.
they should b dancing more n not acting.
it's a dance production after all not some DRAMA club stuff.. too much le. too draggy.

overall, it is still a nice concert.

LUCKY BOY??

i have say tt i m VERY LUCKY this mth.
cuz i found 2 gadgets this mth so far. (:
haha. i hope to find more stuff. (:

i found a creative 2GB MP3 when i m paying for food. (:
n i gave it to my friend since she have been saying tt she wan to buy a mp3.
i got ipod le so dun need another one wd plus i dunno whose mp3 was tt. haha

n i found a nokia handphone wf 3.2 megapixels cam today at burger king. haha
but i return it to the owner. -_-" cuz i m like thinking he/she must be frantically looking for it.
i lost my phone once. n i know tt the feeling sux. it is not the phone. it is the contacts tt matters.
n i believe in karma. n i do not wish to lost any of my stuff -_-"
u take, u will lost smth. if u return mayb i can gain smth in return. tt wad i think la.
i hope god return me in the form making me a better dancer. haha :X

anyway, the person called n i told him to meet me at burger king. which he did. DUH!!
n he only said "THANK ARH" n walked away. -_-"
so not sincere la. i m doing him a favor n he is so not grateful of it.
please la. i can jolly well take ur phone or throw it away or sell it or give ppl la.
but i did not . i only wan a nice thank you n u like attitude me.
wad is the world coming to man. seriously, hao ren mei hao bao la.

r u peeps thinking tt i m very STUPID n an IDIOT.
i think u peeps will like slap me and say tt i should have kept the phone right?
wun u feel guilty? i will. if i were to do it. it is not like i cannot find/contact the owner.
if like the mp3 case then nvm la. keep it. but now is like the person called n sounded panicky. u will want to return it right. say right. if not later u got karma n ur lady luck dun wan to staick wf u anymore. -_-"

ok wad ever. i m getting random le.

lady luck will always be wf me cuz i m a good boy (:
n good boy does his homework so i m going to rush my report even though i feel like burning NGEE ANN POLY n NUS. aarhhhh!! hate them for giving me reports to do.

-END-

napfa

2008-07-10T23:53:00.002+08:00

NAPFA TEST

arhh!!! everyone fear them.
( ok mius those hunky sporty buffy peeps which thinks napfa is a piece of cake)

for ur info, i m eeffing thin n skinny. -_-"
i m afraid of napfa. mine is on the 28 JULY which is like 2 weeks later.

i m in deep shit.

i fucking terrified of PULL-UPSSSSSSS
( sssss r stressed cuz i need to do like 6-8 of them)

* i m like aiming for a gold or silver cuzi dun wanna enter army so soon.

my only form of exercise was DANCE for the past one year.
( if u consider dancing a form of workout)

i dunno how prepared i m. some of my dance senior say can whack one. i hope so.
pull up- my ultimate enemy.
2.4km- i m placing all hopes on my LONGS LEGS. i hope they can perform well tt day
sit ups- i guess doing 100 plus crunches per dance class helps??
sit n reach- i hope the endless stretching session in dance lesson helps?
must rmb the breathing technique ann taught us (: put it to gd use.
standing board jump- i m also placing all hopes in my LONG LEGS. i m a frog* self-psycho
shutter run- i hope i dun fall. does hitting and-count fast hepls ?? haha it's reflex wad

THINK ABOVE THE LINE. MIND OVER BODY,
i know i can!! i die die also must can (:

-END-
*summer jia u!!!

love infinity

2008-07-07T22:41:00.012+08:00

LOVE INFINITY
today was the launch of the charity CD at vivo city. (:
it was an experience. there were lotsa ppl n media.

the album cover. rather unique. inside:
it is like a booklet with pictures of the
participating artist and finalist fm various competitions.

here's mine page. (; haha
ok, i admit my smile look damn weird n fake.
-_-"

the stage at vivo city
rather small for 30 over ppl.
when we sang the song live, everyone was like
"omg it's my turn next. how do i move to the mic."
"oh, m i blocking someone"
-_-" but it was fun n for a good cause. haha
it was nice singing wf like 30 plus ppl.

THE BOV PEEPS
the BOV guys

keryn.
when u r lost, always call her.
-_-" haha

SUPERSTAR

yi yuan ( YY) his new abbreviation

soul
ps: they r damn tall. all taller then me (:

* to find out more abt this project n album do go n purchase them at your nearest CD shops.
i believe they will have it. there's pic of ur fav contestants fm various contest. must go support them hor. also support me la. haha (:

-END-
off to write my report.
sch's sux as usual

UPDATE!!

http://www.mylifestylemap.com/index.php/lifestyle/2-activitiesaevents/652-project-love-infinity-

here the link to a vid tt was taken during the press con. (:
enjoy haha
i looked stoned though haha

song!!

2008-07-06T22:44:00.001+08:00

SONG

here's the charity song tt i recorded like one mth ago.
here's the final mix. (:

i dun think can hear my voice. everyone's voice is all over the place.
haha

anyway tml will have a press conference at vivo city @5pm
if u peeps free can come down lor.
but i dun think u peeps can make it cuz is like school hours. -_-"
try to come. i will b damn happy. haha

(:

-END-

song

2008-07-06T22:42:00.001+08:00

爱无极限 - 群星大合唱

week

2008-07-05T21:45:00.008+08:00

i will be blogging about a few events in this entry. (:
been rather busy with school and dance . hence the lack of update regularly
( more of u should know la. haha)

FIRST JULY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!!
durian cake -_-"
i dunno y he wants such an exotic cake for his birthday.
i m not a fan of durians. haha
i eat la but dun really fancy.

13th years old le. but still as childish.
mayb it runs in the gene. haha
i m like 19 but act as if i m 15 -_-"

tue n wed was dance (: haha
* tue was orange's class. i love her chero (: veri nice!!
wed- ann killed me. her chero was damn challenging. i tried but still sux like some fucktrad -_-"
must jia u big time le. MIND OVER BODY!! ARHHHH!!! MUST MUST MUST!! THINK OVER THE LINE!!! *i m dope. i m dope* trying to psycho myself -_-"

DAPHNE'S FAREWELL
rushed down fm NUS to the airport just to send daphne off.
most of the nra peeps were there.
some peeps did desperate n chicken dance for daphne at the airport .
it was really nice n touching. (:

(: one last NRA family peeps wf daphne till DEC??

we were like daphne fanclub can. -_-"
everyone was crowding around her. haha
saying goodbye,take care, n blah blah blah.

n she was really touched (i guess)
ok, i m sure she was cuz she cried -_-"

"GOODBYE DAPHNE" exclaimed everyone.
till DEC! (:

friday was jazz class (:
it was tough too. must jia u also.

woke up wf pains n ache on my tights, butts, abs, arms...in general all over my body.
but damn shiok!!! (:

BLIND??
woke up early as i have got freshie item prac 9am.
woke up wf a swell in my right eye. it was damn gross n scary.
the whole eye were all red n like dept in like tt. damn uncomfortable.
i even though i was going to go blind in my right eye la -_-"
damn paranoiac. haha

then i told my mama. she was like screaming n saying tt i should not have wore contacts lens .
cuz it might be eye infection cause my contacts n my handling. BUT MINE IS DAILY ONE WAD. n i wore it less then 6 hrs everyday. i only put it on when i have dance n like 1 hour before dance starts.

anyway, the point is she thinks tt i m going blind -_-" she even call the eye center up.
but it opens at 9am n closes at 12pm. then i say i want go DANCE ( haha tt me la)
can go c tml anot. since afternoon dun have . she feel like slapping me la.
going blind le still think about dance . in the end i went to a neighborhood clinic.

when i was waiting, i was thinking about alot of stuff. stuffs tt u wun think abt until u feel it.
"will i continue to dance if i m really blind in my right eye?" yes i will. (:
"will it affects the other eyes ? "
" will i lose my sight?"
"if totally blind how to dance?"

i think i m really dance siao le la.. going to blind still think can dance anot -_-"
normal ppl will think abt their future n life. i think abt dance :X

i felt very afraid. i kept telling myself not to sleep or close my eyes while waiting.
one, i m scared. wad if i close my close to sleep then wake up blind. cannot c any light.
two, i was telling myself tt if really want blind i must let tt eye c as much as it could b4 landing itself into total darkness. while walking also i kept looking at my neighborhood, the ppl, the surrounding,the traffic. like machim one last time like tt. scan everywhere properly.
i wanna like c it for the last time. -_-"

getting emotional le. i shall stop.

the results was a MILD germs infection cuz by me rubbing it. thus the swelling n redness.
so loser la. made me feel like i m going blind. all u need is an eye drop wf antibiotic.
feeling much better now.

but still abit uncomfortable. not as bad as in the morning la.

after visiting the doctor, i went for dance. haha.
dancing wf spec sux!! it just kept falling n i cannot concentrate properly.
so like very hard to do well. i wan perfect eyesight :(

lesson learn: dun rub eyes. n take good care of them cuz going blind is damn scary.
the thoughts is enough to freak me out.

-END-

finally

2008-07-01T00:54:00.006+08:00

NRA CAMP
i was away from home last weekend.
NRA camp rox big time. i learn alot. (:

i love every single one of u (:
indeed nra had alot of unshared love.

we cared extreamlly much for this club till we were damn emotional tt day.
-_-" i cried tt day. -_-"

*shhh!! nra secret (:

back to a happier note.
BELIEVE THEN SEE. THINK ABOVE THE LINE
these are damn gd and damn true can

u know wad ...i applied it to my basic theory test n i PASSED it.
( like finally )
i though i was screwed cuz i dun have time to study for it.
3pm reach home then sleep till 8pm cuz was damn exhausted.
only started mugging like some fucktard at 9pm till 2pm. 5 hours how to pass?
i kept telling myself tt i can do it. i believe the computer screen will appear "PASSED" tml.
n IT DID!!

damn happy * jump around ecstatically. (:

i shall used this technique to psycho myself in the future.
it really worked like wonders can. haha

-pictures time-

this would be the last time we will b seeing her.
she is leaving for Australia on thurs.
all the best for your singing career.

freddy is dope shit. idol idol idol (:
actually i took a picz wf him cuz i wan let u peeps c his PURPLE HAIR.
YES!! is PURPLE. i dun even dare to dye such a color la.
unique unique unique. hahahaha

ann.
we learnt alot fm her.
she is like a mother, teacher, friend to us.
she is everything u can ask for. (:

ann is love.
( i like always say this. -_-" )

the bus 74 peeps. ( mius jamie.. haha)
she wan to act extra then let her lor.

-END-
* when will i ever "GET IT" in dance like how heller gets it that water is water.
( i dun think u peeps will understand. nra secret once again. haha)
nvm i will continue to learn n explore until the day comes (:
even if it takes 7348438414839047234023923934 years.

picz

2008-06-27T03:36:00.003+08:00

PICTURES
finally done with my report.
after many many endless nights of typing n typing.
i m going insane.
printing takes damn long can, cuz my report is eeffing long. (:

overdue picz fm sofina cam.

damn! i m super lazy to photoshop these days.

oh ya. i wanna reckon tt photoshop is best software ever invented can.
i been using photoshop for my results. only show the nice nice part, those werid werid gross gross part photoshop away. haha. so smart!!

anyway, i will b away for camp fm tml till sunday.
NRA CAMP!! HERE I COME!
i m going to enjoy n have fun.
i been doing my report non stop since monday,only stopping to go sch for dance classes.
fucking tired now. i m so drain.
i need to play! all work no fun makes summer dull n boring :(

-END-
*wadever la.. i dunno wad i m blogging abt . haha.

head

2008-06-25T02:52:00.002+08:00

HEADACHE

arhh!! i m dying. i hate writing my final report. sux big time can.
i been writing it for like 2 days straights. i guess i wun complete it so soon. -_-"
wake up ...write report...sleep...wake up..write report...sleep...

fuck! i hate this life man.
seriously, i m having a headache now. i guess too much of staring at the computer hurts.
dun care le. i m going to bed. tml then continue.

my report dun seems to end.

-END-
my life sux! report writing sux. :(
i think everyone is my course is facing the same problem.
in conclusion, my course suck big time. dun ever join!!!

u will regret! i fucking regret le can. -o-

holiday

2008-06-22T22:21:00.011+08:00

HOLIDAY
1 week of holiday flew past like a bullet train.
i need more rest n break. year 3 sux!!
here's a recount of my pathetic 1 week break.

SUNDAY
shokudo with sandra n sofina. (:
then did abit of shopping
nice nice nice. jap food rox!

sofina

sandra
more picz wf sofina. send me quick quick hor. haha

SATURDAY
stay home the whole day. only went out for dinner.
(:

FRIDAY
danced jazz. love the chero. (:
must jia u summer!!

THURSDAY
went out wf the bus 74 peeps.
bought alot of stuff. spend like mad. :X
but i hug all my buys. it's dope

WEDNESDAY
danced hip hop. jun chao chero is nice.(:
bounce n bounce n bounce. haha

TUESDAY
danced hip hop. ANN's class!!
omg omg omg. i think i dance like some sotong.
the song is tt fast. n the warm up i KO le. -_-"
i cannot put the leg body n hand together.
practice more summer!!

MONDAY
Recording for the charity album.
u peeps can hear the demo at the website.
i think i sounded damn weird. plz dun laugh at me hor.
i will feel sad de. :X

* tt all my short holiday. i been sleeping till like 2-3pm everyday. such a pig la.
i m suppose to like do my final report. But i totally dun feel like. did like only 10% of it.
must chiong this week le. cuz this week friday muz hand in. jia u jia u. i need my A. i wan my 4.0. (:

* NRA camp next week!! can't wait!! i hope it's fun (:
the bad news is i got my basic test on 30jun n camp is 27 28 29. -_-"
how to study for the basic test. such fail de la. damn!! i cannot study b4 hand one. i m those " last min meno all the crap the day b4 then next day go spit it all out" person. haha
so screwed!!

* i have lost my blogging feel. my blog now is like soo boring. it is full of my thoughts n nothing interesting. -_-" hack care la. i happy can le. haha (:

-END-

project si chun

2008-06-16T23:15:00.004+08:00

四川拯灾慈善单曲:

爱无极限

This holiday would be an enriching and fruitful one as i have taken up a meaningful project. (:
About 50 plus finalist from various competition in Singapore, will come together to record a singles for the 四川 people. All sales of the CD will goes to 四川 through the red cross and touch community services. it's for a good cost.

it's the first time i m doing such a charity project.
just had my recording today. it was nerve-wrecking but worthy. i did my best.

can't wait to c the results. i m sure it will b fabulous.
show us/ me your support ok??

for more info u peeps can check this website
http://www.loveinfinity2008.blogspot.com/

-END-
strive towards a better future!!

studio wu tbg

2008-06-14T22:05:00.013+08:00

STUDIO WU & THE BIG GROOVE 2008

Wu Zone!! (:

i was at NUS UCC to support my NRA peeps.

they did well tt day. i m proud of them.

nra studio wu peepswith ann. (:c even warm up also so united

NRA go go go.

the juniors tt were there tt day. u guys did us proud. (:

it was nice watching u peeps perform.

* mel u can pop!! jia u.

THE BIG GROOVE 2008

it's dope!!

everyone was high on drugs tt night.

screaming n shouting n jumping like mad.

i was astonished by the performance.

WCO O CREW NRA FBODZ n many more

they sure rised the standards.

i dun even want to blink tt night, fearing tt i might miss smth fucking sick yet dope.

tt how amazed i was. how i wish i was tt gd. hai!! jia u jia u lor.

these 2 jap kids was damn cute n dope.

8yrs old n 12 yrs old can lock like a pro!!

omg can.

WCO

i manage to took picz wf some of them.

actually i dunno hu is hu.

all i know is tt they r damn dope.

their control n performance is sick!!

i want more. hope they can come singapore asap. haha

i m damn extra here la. cuz is the last picz cuz he want go back backstage le.

:X hope chin n leen dun mind. u can crop me away if u wish. haha :X

some of NRA and FBODZ guys fm batch of 2007 (:

-END-

* all picz were not photoshop cuz i reformat my comp n i lost photochop cs3.

ARHHH!!

com crashed

2008-06-12T22:00:00.003+08:00

CRASHED

ARHHH!! my laptop crashed!!

everything is gone!! damn!!!

i dunno how my com kena some virus n i stupidly went to reformat ( actually i did PC recovery. i dunno wad's tt cuz i anyhow click one -_- ) my com thinking i saved everything i wanted.

-__-"

in the end i only manage to save like my photos n songs n some impt sch doc.

tt ALL!!! arh!!!

i never save photoshop.. microsoft words powerpoint fantazia vid i tune msn live.

n alot alot more la.. damn!!!!

omg la. i fucking need microsoft now cuz i need to type my final year report -_-"

this laptop is damn useless now can. can only like assess internet then nothing else.

i m soo going to d/l everything back. but i dunno how to crack photoshop!!!! help!!!

i m going to faint.

1 hour later...

when i though my laptop was reformated n i started reinstalling , downloading and copying my external hardrive my com reads " C DRVIE FULL"

fuck! yes fuck. tt means my comp is not reformated.

then y i cannot open all my old programn when i click on them in the c drive.

this is damn dman weird. i dunno wad to do le la. i m going to bring it to NP IT HELPDESK.

hope they can find out and get rid of the virus n give me back my healthy n kicking laptop with no doc n programn deleted. i really really need all my luck this time. i drag redownloading everything. lady luck bless me once more. fight all the virus n curses with all we got.

i shall grant u a more powerful weapon - the silver ring -_-"

ok wadever i know. i really need my laptop. i dun wanna buy a new one cuz is like my last sem.

n 2 yrs in NS dun really require a laptop.

get well soon lappy!! hung in there. 1 more year!!

-END-

*drifted away sadly.*

fill in the blanks

2008-06-04T21:55:00.004+08:00

FILL IN THE BLANKS

it is damn ______. it sux to be _______.

sometimes i felt tt _________.

Did i not ______?

or my _______ was way too __________to be even ____________.

i dun wanna be ________. this _________.

m i really tt ______? did't i ________? m i not ______?

this feeling is worse then repeating all my modules.

i m eeffing doleful :(

i m alright in ________if __________. i dun know _________?

i dun have _______. :(

-END-

enough of _______, i should ______ myself _________. there is_________.

reality check indeed!!

* m i tt __________, ____can even _________n______. -_-"

hello!! i been __________. i m not _________.

* each blank does not represent a word.

it can b a sentence or a phrase or both or a word or even there to fool ppl

so stop guessing!!

u peeps will never get it.

rp

2008-06-01T23:21:00.005+08:00

2008 MOMENTUM

republic polytechnic's 1st dance festival

most of their items were contemp.

not too bad. respect pespect. their technique all damn zai one la. super nice.

i rmb a guy turned 151 times non stop

he's dope shit can. 151 times!!! omg la.

i dun even know if i can make 2 turn properly la

if i were to turn 151 times i wun most prob vomit out my dinner..lunch..breakfast...last night dinner....lunch..breakfast.... okok getting lame le. -_-"

rp's stage is damn dope too. the lighs the smoke. the effects. the sound system. the stage.

everyting is better then NP one 100X can. the only gd thing abt NP convention is tt it is big.

then the rest like lost to RP hands down.

time to renovate NP!!! *hint hint* b4 danzation 2008 haha.. not possible i know. haha

i was there to support my nra seniors! as usual they were dope shit. (:

the dancers!

-END-
* i think i can understand contemp dance better. i never fall alsleep!! (:
last time at SP i went to dreamland la. so loser can. ppl dance dance dance then i ZZZZ
luckily tt day never. (:

but i still like hip hop the best. haha. i m getting to like jazz/technique too.
ballet,cultural dance not so much of a interest yet. hu know mayb one day. haha. -_-"

haw

2008-06-01T22:40:00.012+08:00

HAW PAR VILLA

If u are observant enough,u will have notice tt i have been going to singapore tourist attraction places this mth. -_-" seriously la. zoo then flyer then haw paw villa. wad's next? bird park? sentosa? haha

anyway, the haw paw villa trip were great!! r were damn crazy n high la. keep taking picz wf weird actions. i think the ppl there thinks tt we r insane.

look at these picz.

u will find really hilarious acts. haha

i m in love wf this type of spec.

i m getting 3 of these in diff colour.

i think they r damn dope!!

everyone is going gaga over this spec tt day.

rock on!!

i tried my best. i still cannot photoshop well. :(

i wanna make it like we have power -_-"

kind of failed la. but i did my best (:

my crazy friends. i dunno y pf open her mouth. hahashe is just insane. look wad she did. king kong also want to molest!

-_-"

cam whore!!

drink drink drink

piggy sun wu kong! i love this pose.

-END-

* in all this trip was fun fun fun.

hope we can meet u real soon

singapore flyer

2008-05-31T23:21:00.014+08:00

SINAGPORE FLYER

i was at the flyer last week. (:

i was not as impressive as wad it was made up to be. :X

it was ok ok only. haha

we had our family day outing at the flyer.

last week was family day. ( i forget which day)

but i rmb tt day i got to go back early fm attachement cuz all NUS staff are told to go home by 6?

cuz u know those hardworking peeps will work till like damn late. so every NUS staff got an email to stop working n go home at 6pm.

weird weird weird!

anyway tt not the main highlights of this entry... (:

now let me blow u peeps away fm my picz.

as u know i love taking picz n i m a photographer (self-proclaim.self-certified)

haha

got nice tiao anot?? i think berry berry nice can.

-_-"

CAM-WHORE TIME

it been really awhile since i whored.

btw i tried some new photoshop effects.

i m experimenting n learning how to use photoshop.

here r some of the new effects i found out fm ppl tutorials. (:

pink abit out-tiao la. haha i love the last 2 picz effect. (:

i shall experiment more. it kind of fun.

i wanna photoshop like a pro!!

NORMAL PIC

-not photoshop-ed-

candid. i was talking to ahma la -_-" but i think is nice. the kids. i dun care i still count myself as a kid.

i m only 19 -_-" not even 20. ok mayb soon.

family day was alright till LUNCH TIME....

i m soo goanna rant at this.

LUNCH @ POPEYES SUX!!

LOOK AT THE Q!!!

I FUCKING Q FOR 2 HOURS. I NEVER Q THIS LONG B4 CAN.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!

the story goes like this...

we were give 5 popeyes lunch vouchers for free. ( y n how we got it is not impt). ps: everyone tt went for this familt trip to the flyer gets the free lunch voucher. so the whole crowd at popeyes r all holding to some popeyes vouchers. some got 2 some got 5 n blah blah blah. depends on your family size. DUH!!

i dun understand adults at times. when we first stepped into popeyes, we were shocked to c the q cuz it was eeffing long. however, my aunt spotted her friend, it was going to be her turn to redeem her vouchers for her family. Being the lazy me ( cuz i hate q-ing.. i know it was going to me. u expect my grandparents or the little cousins to q meh. u siao or retard?), went to ask my aunt to ask her friends help us redeem also. cuz i know THERE WILL BE PPL TT DO THAT! so if u act very moral n upright u will suffer. My aunt was like " huh! cannot la cut q very bad. go n q la." then they went to wait for seats. n i had to Q. i m like nvm. q then q lor. wad is the big fuck the most wait 1 hour only wad. nvm i m still early. ( ps: i m suppose to met my friends at vivo later) so nvm i q n q n q. *tick tok tick tok* 1 hour pass the q moved like an inch. * tick tock tick tock. the DRAMA begins.... SOME MAN IN HIS EARLY 30S ASK HIS FRIEND ( which is q-ing in front of me) TO HELP HIM COLLECT. now i abit not happy le cuz i knew ppl will do tt. n THEY just did it b4 my eyes. y my aunt so morally upright?? THE MAN PASSED HIS FRIENDS 3 OF HIS VOUCHERS THEN STILL VERY HAPPY SHOUTED TO MORE OF HIS FRIENDS/TEAM MATES. " HEY xxx IS HERE. ASK HIM HELP U TAKE LA NVM ONE" THEN SLOWY BUT SURELY THE WHOLE OF HIS FRIENDS LIKE 4-5 MORE FLOCKED IN N PASSED TT GUY THEIR VOUCHERS. TOTAL: 17. FUCK FUCK FUCK. ALOT LA. i super feel like slapping tt guy tt shouted la. so ridiculous can. ask ppl take still nvm still advertise to more ppl. next time if i q b4 u, i confirm will ask strangers if they wan to collect also. then i collect 2000000000 in a row. then let u wait until u die for hunger n be fucking late for ur appointment. fuckers!! hope he die or smth. i bet he ppl infront of tt guy confirm also got help ppl take one lor. if not y i waited like 2 hours just to collect our pathedic 5 set meals.

i dun understand y must i be so morally right when the whole world is like cutting q ,asking ppl take n all. i dun c the point.. adults please do wad u say. i knw tt guy will confirm go teach his daughter not to cut q n all cuz it is not right. but i think his daughter will b like wdever. u also cut ppl q wad. then she next time go sch,she will aso cut ppl q lor cuz tt wd her father do for her to c wad. CUTTING Q IS OK. dun give a fuck to ppl q-ing cuz they r stupid. i totally agree wf it can. i m not going to b kind anymore. i dun c a point to b gd n q when everyone is cutting q . (:

(how i know he got a daughter? cuz he is carrying his daughter in the arms n she saw all this crap live in action)

*peace out* end of rant*

to q or not to q is ur choice. to b moral or not to b moral is also ur choice.

-END-

coming soon

2008-05-28T23:19:00.003+08:00

COMING SOON!

i m going to update my blog real soon (:

stay tune.

singapore flyer
haw par villa

n also RP DANCE PERFORMANCE

-END-

nra post fantazia party

2008-05-23T23:24:00.015+08:00

YELLOW

snap!! it just got shorter this time.

no bangs. no werid pony tail. back to old sch.

NRA POST FANTAZIA PARTY

@@@@ st. james power house.

nra booked the whole dance club. (:

omg!! it's party time!!

we had food!! nice nice nice.

yummy yummy yummy.

GEEKY SPEC!! i'm a nerd!

eveyone wanna b a nerd in nra. it's funky!daphne khoo. (:

tribute rox!! it's a song she wrote for NRA. it is damn gd.

even TT cried when daphne sang tribute during fantazia.

wad's party without a cake?

i love love love NRA!!!

Being the seld-proclamied photographer, i was snapping at anything n everything.

here r some of the better picz i took tt night. enjoy!! (:

it is damn difficult to take ppl when they r dancing/ moving/ catwalking la.

everything will b BLUR! -__-"

Birthday boy. xuan feng (:jamiemelisemiccky. machim like boyband la.ore n baowen trying to b DOLLSbest dress!!

VON. she's the man! ahha
ann!
blur picz but i think rather arty farty.
haha

-END-
ps: i flunked my theory test. yes, i know is BASIC. i m just pure retard. happy??
i just did not want to mug for it. i was hoping lady luck would bless me which she did not. i was partying the night b4. spending my time sleeping, shopping the last few mths. the only time i open that damn book to read was when i m in the dark room exposing films cuz i was bored.
:( i think she will only bless me when i put in hardwork. hai!!

nvm. i shall try again. i will b mug for it this time. i hope :X
haha
* it is super small cuz it's not smth to b proud about.
next time u fail a test or fail a module then u blog big big ok?
i think u wun even wanna talk abt it la.
ok i m being random once again. trying to pick a fight wf my evil side. -_-"

i wanna dance now. chao! (: dance the trouble away. haha

weekly

2008-05-18T22:07:00.008+08:00

A CRAZY WEEK

yes! i know my blog been eeffing boring lately.

( or it was already been like tt since ages)

ok wadever.

my life been revolving around the AD.

( not distinction :X )

rather, ATTACHMENT n DANCE. ok maybe abit of japanese lesson here n there.

if u wanna count those mindless issue. then fine.

ya tt abt it. (:

wad's up with may?

i had tons n tons of friends celebrating their first breath in MAY.

ya my mama's a may bady too. (: ( sidetrack abit)

11.05.08 -> MK's birthday.

here u go! Happy birthday. (:

i had not since u for like 1 week or more. hence, the fucking late wishes. all the best in life.

* i know there is smth call phone/ sms/ msn n blah bah blah. but i like wish ppl personally.give a hand shake.u know? even if it is fucking late. tt me la! i think m weird .

hope to c u in sch real soon.

14.05.08 miss peipei flora cheong peifen birthday!!! (:

happy birthday!!! wahoo!!! hope u like the surprise.

c i so gd.. go down sch personally meet u to wish u. (:

haha.

i miss screwing up practicals with u. i miss doing projects wf u. i miss those crap we had in sch.

hope u r doing well this sem. (: jia u jia u.

16.05.08 SH birthday (:

we gave her a little surprise after technique class (:

someone got kissesssss!! haha

ok la dun make fun of u le.

hope u like the gift n surprises.

21.05.08 kia jia birthday

but we celebrated it on the 17.05.08

happy birthday!! hope u had fun. we went to von house to sleepover after KJ birthday celebration.

we had fun!! MJ rox big time. i won $2 (: n i only played 4 rounds. haha

so lucky. mayb is beg. luck. haha

watched DOLL MASTER n wishing stairs some horror movie tt is like 4 yrs ago.

i dunno y nra peeps simply love horror shows. i dun like la. very scary.

however, i think i m find of immune to horror movies le. thanks for the "training" man.

-_-"

my body clock is abit screwed now. i splt my SUNDAY away.

6am -8am slept at von house.

9am-9.30am slept on the bus

10am reach home bath then go sleep.

11am-6pm slept on my BED! ( tt lovely )

omg.. eeffing crazy right. i m such a PIG!!

i missed breakfast n lunch -_-"

no wonder i m soo thin la.

i dun care. i m having supper to night. muhahahah

FANTAZIA POST PARTY
it's here!! omg omg omg!! i m so excited. i never club b4.

i m such a nerd wf no life. -_-"

Date: 22nd May 2008,Thursday

Venue: St. James Power Station's Dance Club

Time: 6:30 Entry

Theme: street style ( hip hop )

i dunno wad to wear? it been awhile since i really dressed up.

my mix n match sense, style is all rusty n perhaps GONE!!

arhh!! i need to find them back.
* time for some shopping* wad a lousy excuse right* haha

the bad news is 23 may ( which is the next day) i had attachment n worse of all my basic drving test. i m suppose to b mugging on 22 may not clubbing. ARHHH!!! i m so screwed.

how??

one side of me is like "go clubbing. fuck driving test" the other side of me is like "stay home n mug for the test. to fail a basics driving test is fucking loser."

i think i m going for the party n fuck care the world the next day. or mayb i can leave early n head home to mug. (: ok i shall do tt. how early is my early?? gd question... i dunno. hahah

i guess fated to fail my basic test :( wad if i had a hungover the next day n unable to crawl out of bed for attachment. then i m fucking screwed big time. -_-" fated to fail attachement too. :(

no dun do this to me. !!!

*ok. i think i m mad. i m just typing all the stuffs tt comes to my mind.

wad an entry! so random n pointless. i shall here like tt.

wait !! i forget to say tt tue n fri dance classes is DA BOOM!

i know is very random. haha

*wf a puff of smoke. summer dissappear.*

-END-

10.25.07 project bbox: Gigi Torres

2008-05-17T17:54:00.001+08:00

dope shit! gigi torres rox!

weeekkk

2008-05-10T23:57:00.007+08:00

RANDOM

this is goanna be a really random post abt my life this week.

THUR FRI SAT was NRA audition (:

congrads to all tt made it.
it was really nice watching u peeps dance.

images of me dancing during my audition days suddenly flashes passed my mind.

i was really nervous n afraid then.

studio 73. my playground. my space. my love.

the audiences!
this is wad the freshies would be seeing when they had their audition.
tell me how not b screwed up??
i admit i was really really terrified then. plus i dun have any dance background la.
i was at my wits.

i m really proud n ecstatic to be in NRA. (:

the AMK/ bus 74 peeps. (:

MONDAY
was ian locking class. (:
i had fun. i learned alot fm him.
the freshies (opps)/ junior- to- be guys!
haha

king of locking ian n me. (:

-END-

an overdue picz.

some nra peeps at e2max last sat. we were watching a horror movie-ALONE.

i was eeffing frighten. want to watch but afraid to watch -_-" so like cover abit of the eyes. haha

i m damn timid can. i dun fancy watching such shows. once a while is ok la.

* attachment is not bad. if u mius tt incident when i forget to incubate the secondary antibody n when to expose the membrane n was screaming like some stupid asshole in the lab. " WHY NO RESULTS HAR?? SO WERID LA" . n the mentor was like "did u incubate wf the secondary antibody??" n i when "oh shit. no!! " when all these DRAMA was taking place the BOSS was all along behind me can. i m sooo screwed. BIG TIME. i think i m going to fail my attachment la. if not C/D only wad :(

i seriously think tt i m going to fail cuz on top of tt i love to talk rubbish when i work. sometimes joanna will get influence by me n joined in. so in the end we ended up taking really random stuff in the lab. eg: joanna is a godness's crap. giving joanna guys name like a thousands of them. ect

usually when we r at the most random peek of the crappyness, the BOSS will like apprear behind us. i bet she heard all of ur crap la. y when we talk abt work stuff she never appear. when we talk rubbish she will ALWAYS b there. so i really think tt i m not going to do well for attachment. hai!! wad a life!

ps: i m not suppose to blog abt attachment stuff cuz i dunno if the BOSS or some of her friends will google n read. to be safe i m going to make this section white. if u read it. please SHHH!! if not joanna n me is SURE TO FAIL our attachment.

zoo

2008-05-04T17:38:00.027+08:00

ZOO

ANIMAL PHOTOGRAPHY

Battery (not all) went to the zoo. (:

it was great! if u minus the mosquito bites. haha

we walked under the blistering hot sun for 6 hours.

damn tried atfter tt can.

friends of the zoo n "enemies" of the zoo

haha

AH MENG, singapore zoo icon,@ garden wf a view.

y garden wf a view??

aint everything suppose to have a view.

got such thing as garden wfout a view one meh. -_-"

ok, u peeps will b like rolling ur eyes. nvm.

let's move on!

my fav animlas. THE OTTERS!! i think they r damn cute. (:

i m the new crocs hunter! *muhahahaha*

ps: i think cros r like monster. they r damn gross la.

if u want to close a cros mouth, all u need is a RUBBER BAND.

serious!! i m not kidding.

cros have very strong bites.

but their musles for opening their mouth is damn weak.

time for my animal photography portfolio. (:

presnting to u peeps my best few picz this trip.

yes! i think i m eeffing photography siao.

i kow my picz r not up to stardard la.

i dun care. i m going to blind u peeps wf my picz.

*not in order/ranking*

i think this picz is hot!

otter sleeping.
the time we reach zoo is like 10am.
most of the animals r like sleeping.

ps: otters r e first animals u will c when u enter zoo.

white tigers!
i m damn happy/lucky to b able to capture two tigers in one picz.

ps: the front tiger like walking left right left right non stop. damn hard to capture can.
ok mayb is my skills. -_-"

the kangaroo looks like it is folding it's arm.
so cute la

baby lamb!
young of any animals r always eeffing cute. (:
seen monkey breast feed b4??
it's my first time seeing it tt day.
0_0

happy feet. does all penguin tapped danced??

ok wadever right.
suddenly feel like singing "wadevr bitch".haha

You see me in the club rollin' your eyes
whatever bitch
but chicks like you gets no love
whatever

ok really wadever right!!

zebra! black n white

i dunno wad animals is this.

but i think this picz looks not bad. haha

lionness.

look at tt face. soo cute la. stick our tongue somemore la

emo lioness

another emo lioness.

*i never take lion cuz the lion dun look very mighty.

the maze n it's size is like so small. like very sick like tt. mayb tt lion got fever.

haha. -_-"

graffiti gifted giraffe.

-_-"

happily eating it's breakfast.

i dunno wad monkey is this. i used flash then it looks damn evil la.

very scary looking right? haha

-END-

* how's the picz?? i like it! haha. (: if got any critic dun tell me. cuz i will b damn sad n very defensive against stuffs tt i like to do. (:

after the 6hr zoo trip, i went to watched KO NIGHT at scape. it was damn crowded.

the nra freshies r like standing outside the window. cuz scape is filled. :( stand 4 like 1 plus hr. very squeeze la. but it was an experience. haha.

blackjack got into top 8!! wooooo!! jia u for the next round (:

terrinagi and nice and easy did not make it. :( but i think tt they r still damn dope.

after tt some of us freshies went to e2max to watched ALONE... play dota...cs.. surf net....play until like 3am then went home. -_-"

super shagged. it was worth it though. (:

dance

2008-05-03T01:50:00.003+08:00

TECHNIQUE CLASS
today was technique class (:

it's actually the freshies 2nd technique lesson . haha

i had fun!!

even i cannot do 90% of the stuff taught well.

* no, we did not do this. but i though tt this picz looks damn nice.

yes! for techniques class we did learn jazz basic. (:

it was damn tough. i cannot turn. cannot split.cannot point.cannot this cannot that.

the floorwork chero was omg! i cannot do it well.

i m so screwed. -_-"
jia u jia u n jia more u

-END-

i used to b damn MF lazy. i m trying to change.

arh

2008-04-29T22:13:00.001+08:00

ARH!!

aaaarrrhhhhh

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i just wanna scream. *X*

reason? fuck it. i m not goanna say!

-END-

arty farty

2008-04-27T17:41:00.009+08:00

ARTY FARTY

ok my title does not make any sense -_-"

not like my title made any sense b4.

went to the art museum for the first time in my life.

we r trying to b arty farty tt day.

we ended listening to a free guided tour on this xu beihong guy-__-" it like having HISTORY lesson la.

i guess no where near arty farty-ness.

but i think his art works r great. i only undersatnd like abit of his art work.

i cannot even c wad he want us to c without the tour guide pointing it to me la.

i m sooo not a arty farty person. but i wanna b one can.

*give a arty farty-ly pose* -_-"

* i like used the self-invented word (arty farty) very losely* haha

ok the real aim of the trip is actually to get some insperation for sofina photography stuff.

n i wanna like practise my B+ photography skills. hoping to upgrade it to a A standard.

so for now u peeps only have UGLY FUGLY B+ standard picz to c.

-_-"

tt not my real aim.

i wanna just take picz cuz very long never take le. camera rusty le la

took lotsa picz but i lazy to post all.

this is one of my fav. not very gd but i think is nice. haha

n sofina/desmond took some picz of me too.

....i m a model...

*failed* cannot make it*

desmond the photography

wad a retard expression i gave. -_-"

sofina the photography.

i like this picz. cuz i think my arms r damn damn long la. haha

desmond say it reminds him of acres day. -_-"

i m trying to upgrade my photoshop skills can.
i m trying to like put 3 me in one picz.

*failed*

sry la this is my first time doing wad.

i will try n expore more. haha

some crazy picz.
i m insane . haha

lastly a grp picz. (:

next was dinner then went to watched KO night

it was gd. (:

-END-

fantazia

2008-04-19T15:25:00.023+08:00

FANTAZIA

a song and dance production by NRA (:

17th n 18th April @ ngee ann's convention centre

it was a BLAST!

*make lotsa lotsa noise*

woo!! yeah!! hippy!! yahoo! whaooo!!

arhhh!!

everyone was damn high for the both nights.

we danced and gave everything we had.

NRA ROX!!

we are larger than life.

our dope stage.

*yeah tt sexy sexy sexy*

haha

ONE BIG FAMILY

I love NRA deep deep (:

The freshies!!

soon..every soon.. we will no longer b the freshies of nra. :(

day one of fantazia day two of fantazia

with our beloved ann

with ann (:

ann is love!!

ann + nra = annra

with ryan

totally loved his n ann's item (:

daphne!! (:

yutaki.

first batch of nra member.

so blessed tt he started the club. (:

MORE PIC!! MORE MORE MORE!!

*gimme gimme more gimme more gimme more.

yes!! we whored alot tt day.

if u want the picz. just add me on msn n nudge me or smth.

then i will send u. thanks peeps.

stansp@notmail.com (:

lastly, i wanna thank all my family n friends tt came down to support. (:

i love u peeps!! (:

-END-

* back to retard attachement. back to week 8 report. damn!! :(

how i wish fantazia can go on n on n on.

life without dance sux!! :(

2008-04-07T20:55:00.008+08:00

BATTERY

battery outing once again after like an era. -_-"

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DESMOND!! (:

1130am to 2pm

shopping for the perfect gift.

however i was LATE cuz i woke up at 1136 when wanling called. -_-"

hence, i met them at 1pm. SUPER SORRY!! SORRY SORRY. next time i will try to b on time.

2pm to 7pm

k-box session.

i have not been singing ever since tt day.
super not on form. hai!!

7pm to 10pm

dinner at MR MUSSCLE GUY @ vivo.

the food rox! the place rox! everything just rox!

i think we r ageing cuz we can chat over a cup of tea for like hours after dinner.

sooo uncle n aunty la. seriously scary!

sofina takes great pictures..

pic of the day. haha

BATTERY GROUP PICZ

without justin cuz he is overseas for attachment.

we shall met up again once he is back.
everyone misses u!! (:

i think i m full of shit at times. haha

my pose r damn weird in this picz la

i think is a nice picture.

taking a break fm all the crazy photo taking

i wanna try splitting. ( FAILED)

mayb 2 years later. i m still trying.

* all the picz r damn nice right. haha. battery rox my life. (:

Black and White

Life's never the same again ever since that incident. It changes my life almost completely.

i used to be like a radiantly clear white flower that were so vibrant and stong. I am now withering; my petals were falling off and my colour was turning a faded brown. I am no longer the same flower that i used to be.

* ok fuck it. i m damn lazy to type a compo out. In short, i just wanna say tt i m emo.

i m still trying to get over it. i m trying to let it sink and let it rest. i know it's hard. i m trying my very best. i still hate myself. i still cannot forgive myself. i still thinks tt i m the cause of everything. i m guilty. i m devastated. i m confused. i m remorseful of my actions, i m utterly disappointed in myself. i m sorry towards everyone. i m doleful. i was overwhelmed by the knowledge.There is a pounding in my head that mocked my existence and i wanted to get away but i knew i should not. i dun wanna regreat my actions and i dun wanna be irresponsible.

* ok fuck it. i can go on n on n on.*

Friends u been great! u peeps been trying to cheer me up. thanks for everything! i love u guys

.i will get over it soon. how soon?i dunno but real soon i hope. (:

-END-

sunset

2008-04-06T01:38:00.003+08:00

SUNSET

Every since i got a B+ for my photography, i been taking less n less pictures.

However, i have decided to make a comeback.

i know my pictures r only gd enough for a basic photography B standard.

i dun give a shit. i only know tt i LOVE taking pictures. (:

y must i stop myself fm doing stuffs tt i like.

yes! i was feeling inferior for a period of time.

i m now so over it.

looking back, i felt tt i was pure stupid

to stop doing stuff tt i adore just because i failed my own expectations.

*shake head*

it may b just a ok ok picture to u but to me it represents alot of things.

-end of work

-time to go home/dance

-good bye NUS. (:

shapes! i think is rather hot.

ok i know tt u peeps will b rolling eyes.

DANCE

-alot alot alot alot of stuffs happen today.

need i say more.

new header. new format.

i wanna start fresh. it marks my new begining. (:

i shall continue to strive, not for others but for myself this time.

( if u get wad i mean. it is actually not wad u think.)

last but not least,

sorry for everything.

it's everyone's mistake. ( tt's wad i believe)

i apologise for my part of not living up to expectations.

i know i have been a let down.

i will do smth abt it. i promise.

-END-

summer moved on (:

iwtsbjdsdwupambd.tdwbtdteowc.nwwktwmap.

batam

2008-03-29T22:11:00.009+08:00

BATAM

21-03-08 to 23-03-08
* yes yes yes!! i m blogging abt the batam trip now. haha

i know it been like a week. i been rather busy wf dance n attachment.

hai!! HERE WE GO!!

GOOD BYE SINGAPORE!! (:

at the jetty!!

some random picz i took during dinner.

i know is very very random. -_-"

RYAN is damn damn cute.

The way he talks, eats,smile,run about, everything abt him is just damn cute.

he made this trip even more fun. haha

i m very lazy to like type. i shall let the picz do the talking.

below r some of the few picz i took. enjoy!

the seafood dinner was damn nice. we get to like "catch" and choose our seafood.

so fun can. haha

most of the time we r SHOPPING n trying to find cheap trills. haha
hence, i did not talk alot of pictures. i m busy walking around.

is damn cheap in batam. (:

MY BUYS

nothing much this time. (:

-END-

ps: i m getting lazier n lazier to blog each time. i might close down this blog soon.

i dun cam-whore as much now. i dun have much stuff to rant abt now. nothing interesting is happening to me rather then attachment n dance. hence, my blog is like soo boring n dead. it is now like a chore to maintain it. i m not interested in blogging anymore. hai!!

we shall c how.

perhaps it need so NEW SKIN. (: if not i m just so irritated my blog. same old shit everytime.

ddd

2008-03-27T22:57:00.003+08:00

EMO OMG!! This picz is damn nice can.

(: one of my fav antm cycle 10 gals

Theme: EMO

my fav picz of the ep. haha
she dressed in my fav colours BLACK N WHITE.

love it more. (:

* been sick n emo for the past few days.

sick cuz i got sore throat n fever.

emo cuz of dance.

i think i m damn stressed up cuz the concert is getting nearer n i m like not ready.

i m eeefffing screwed!!

-END-

ps: attachement is getting not as sucky as b4.

we r starting to get more praise (:

I ADORE PRAISES!!

praise me n i will work harder.

praise me n i will dance better.

praise me n i will give u better quailty work.

praise me n i will give it my all.

haha. yes.. i m tt superficial. haha