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Saturday, April 15, 2006

人人說我乖我說我很壞

可是聽起來卻很奇怪

人人說我帥我說我很呆

可是他們卻說人人爱

不要在我的面前拍我的馬屁

我没有什麼好處可以给你

不要在我的面前甜言蜜語

我會因此

爱上自己

總覺得自戀無罪

總覺得不輸给誰

常對着鏡子陶醉

開心的無法入睡

總覺得世界很美

難過也不翼而飛

其實爱上自己也沒什麼不對

yes i think tt zilian is not something wrong....but dun over can le.....i got very zilian meh? i just become vainner ever since prom nite....i started to go for brands n class....i strating to care about my appearance...you dun belive can ask my frenz i sec1-sec 4 in class n sch veri guai one never do hair....those typical dun care kind....onli know study study study...sec 1 n sec 2 stilll top my class...abit proud...haha then sec 3 -sec4 never top class but still one of the best few still got take $$$ ever year tt kind....toot toot kind...then somemore in student council u say how bad can i b ...i damn guai one can...then dunno y after prom nite start to ai mei .....then ai mei until now.....actually i dunno how do hair de is sian rui teach me de....he help me do i c then learn...haha..i learn things quite fast de....but of course standard not gd tt kind la....then mayb holiday damn long then i addicted to shopping...u ask battery how i shop....veri horrible de...now i open my carboard i shock...sooo many clothes till i need a new carboard....luckily going to move house...so can buy new furiture...haha..then now i trying to cut down on shopping le last time is everyday go out go shop now poly starting so lesser time to shop to buy clothes which is something gd....spend lesser $ but i still wan but clothes la but not everyday like this holiday....haha.....

actually i think i veri ugly....then ugly ppl need beautiful clothes to put ppl attention on them wad..haha...then i damn skinny so i always wear layer or jacket cuz tt make me look fatter n better built...tt the wonder of clothes...can create an illusion on ppl...haha...is like wearing vertical strip make u look fatter n wearing horizontal strips make u taller...

i think the onli thing i like abt myself is my height onli.....so sad can....so how can i b zilian i think i more zi bei can....hai...if plastic surgery is 100% safe n free i comfirm will go for it de....but hu the most handsome in this world i wan to b like him....frenz tell me i got wad is gd...like nothing lor....no loookss...no body...no everything....i like a failure can....omg..i wan to change tt....i need to find my confident back....ppl plz help me....

♥ 10:44 PM