summerbliss.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

BATAM

21-03-08 to 23-03-08
* yes yes yes!! i m blogging abt the batam trip now. haha

i know it been like a week. i been rather busy wf dance n attachment.

hai!! HERE WE GO!!

GOOD BYE SINGAPORE!! (:

at the jetty!!

some random picz i took during dinner.

i know is very very random. -_-"

RYAN is damn damn cute.

The way he talks, eats,smile,run about, everything abt him is just damn cute.

he made this trip even more fun. haha

i m very lazy to like type. i shall let the picz do the talking.

below r some of the few picz i took. enjoy!

the seafood dinner was damn nice. we get to like "catch" and choose our seafood.

so fun can. haha

most of the time we r SHOPPING n trying to find cheap trills. haha
hence, i did not talk alot of pictures. i m busy walking around.

is damn cheap in batam. (:

MY BUYS

nothing much this time. (:

-END-

ps: i m getting lazier n lazier to blog each time. i might close down this blog soon.

i dun cam-whore as much now. i dun have much stuff to rant abt now. nothing interesting is happening to me rather then attachment n dance. hence, my blog is like soo boring n dead. it is now like a chore to maintain it. i m not interested in blogging anymore. hai!!

we shall c how.

perhaps it need so NEW SKIN. (: if not i m just so irritated my blog. same old shit everytime.

♥ 10:11 PM

Thursday, March 27, 2008

EMO

OMG!! This picz is damn nice can.

(: one of my fav antm cycle 10 gals

Theme: EMO

my fav picz of the ep. haha
she dressed in my fav colours BLACK N WHITE.

love it more. (:

* been sick n emo for the past few days.

sick cuz i got sore throat n fever.

emo cuz of dance.

i think i m damn stressed up cuz the concert is getting nearer n i m like not ready.

i m eeefffing screwed!!

-END-

ps: attachement is getting not as sucky as b4.

we r starting to get more praise (:

I ADORE PRAISES!!

praise me n i will work harder.

praise me n i will dance better.

praise me n i will give u better quailty work.

praise me n i will give it my all.

haha. yes.. i m tt superficial. haha

♥ 10:57 PM

Sunday, March 23, 2008

好烦

我好烦！跳舞不是开心的吗？为何我好烦？
看着大家都在努力的练舞，而我好像没事忙。
好像一个老鼠屎。舞也跳的好烂，忙也没帮上。
好想放弃但又不想放弃？好矛盾！

好像被大家刮目相看。会有这一天吗？我不想再烂下去了。我要争气
我要变强。我要的是机会，一个让我证明《我可以》的机会。

我不喜欢被 looked down and labeled as useless.

嗨！

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actually, i just got back fm BATAM (:

holiday was great. DUH!!

I been putting DANCE as my top priority since 1 year ago.

Have Dance ever placed me on top of their list? NO!!

This time, i made family as my top priority.

Right or wrong, i dunno,

all i know is tt, i m sick of everything. i been working so hard.

In the end, i got nothing. i need a break fm all this.

i know sometimes hardwork does not equal fruits of the labour.

i m just so silly at times.

i will still be working hard. yes!! i m tt stubborn.

i have to redeem myself. i have to prove the world wrong.

- i have got fucking alot to catch up at dance. i dun wanna screwed my 4 pathedic items. i need to give my best. All my items r like fucking hard. i m like so dead. i cannot imagine me wf more items. yes!! i m tt lousy n not up to standard. hai! wad to do. i m not tt inclined and talented at dance. :(

-END-

* BATAM updates will b up when the picz r done edited*

stay tune!!

ps: blogging is chinese is soo hard. i did tried. -_-"

♥ 7:56 PM

Sunday, March 16, 2008

FRIDAY

.results released.

i was expecting like a 3.6 to 3.8

since dr lau was telling us tt i m like in the top 15 % range

n my result drop alittle.

i was indeed taken back when i log onto NPAL.

i was like "OMG...is this my result??"

*check name n the student number*

yes!! the results on the screen is MINE!!

i took a deep breath n i walked away.

slowly..it sink in.. i began to accept the fact.

my results was fucked up. BIG TIME!!

top 15% more like top 50% can.

AGROTECHNOLOGY & PLANT TISSUE CULTURE
A

i guess plantation n mallick is not sooo bad after all..

sunflower power can. i guess my sunflower projects blows them off.

wadever right

APPLIED MICROBIOLOGY
A+

love dr new's pity marks.

haha. cuz after the paper we r like please pity us n dun mark soo strict.

haha.

BIOINFORMATICS
B+
thye fucking big black mama just hates me to the core.

ok this is kind of expected. i think even if mine is an A.

she will b hell damn bias n change it to a B+. which she just did. *clap clap*

BAH! i m soo over her.. hate me for all i care. i wun b seeing u anymore too.

unless my luck is dman rotton.

* sry.. i m being very bias. i dun give a shit*

CELL CULTURE AND BIOPROCESS ENGINEERING
B

why B?? i got the movie tickets can. i thought it will help.

hai!!

EXPLORING PHOTOGRAPHY
B+

i fucking fucking fucking thinks tt i m soo goanna score in this module can.

the teacher was like " u r the best presentors "

then i ask were my photos strong?

he say not bad... so i assume i m at least going to get a low A.

LIER CAN! i dun wan high B la. i wan a low A.

y my fav module like so fucked up. i m willing to get an A for this module n C for the rest of my core module la. yes!! i dun give a shit to science module cuz i also dunno if i wan to continue science. i wanna try for flim...photography..media one can.. now it like some reality check...

" u r not talented in this field!! please dun ever apply any course tt r related. thank you"

moral damn low le la. y like tt.. hai!!

IMMUNOLOGY
B+

kind of expected cuz i flooped my common test. i guess B+ is gd enough. (:

SELF DISCOVERY IN POPULAR CULTURE
B
ok another fucked up module.

burger king project 0/15. how to get A?

other students got 100 to start wf.... my grp got like 85... how to fight. fuck!!

even i got like an A for another 15% individual project tt makes me only B. i guess my grp members got like wad C or D. * ok i m such a asshole*

screw the popular bitch!! hope on ones take ur module next sem.

* i m sooo over my results*

blog it n get over it. yes!!

moved on

SATURDAY

DANCE DANCE DANCE the whole day.

10am-2pm was bo jian dai

2.30pm to 4pm was locking

4pm-6pm was meeting for fantasia concert

7pm to 9pm was TPDE concert

11pm to 2am was STEP UP 2.

i been embracing myself dance on sat.

i eat, drink,breath,sleep DANCE.

*yes! i m tt dance siao*

TP. looks nicer then LSCT!!

TP. so nice can.

NRA booked 2 buses to ferry us to TPDE concert.

*clap clap* tt makes things so convient. (:

the concert was not bad. i like the hip hop part. the modern dance part was a bit tooooooo long.

ok mayb i dunno how to appricate. haha.

best dance movie ever. breath-taking.

all NRA peeps went speechless upon watching the moves.

super DOPE!! super nice.* clap for 5 min*

haha

everyone should watch it. i bet after watching it u feel like staying in the cinemia even after the show had ended. hoping tt there is MORE!!

we wan more!! 2 hrs show not enough. make it 24 hrs. haha

she is HOT!!

dancing in the rain seems like a gd idea.

SUNDAY

morning to evening

DANCE.

( yes! again. told ya i m busy.)
after dance i went to cut my hair.

took away the extensions n cut

BANGS!!

looks the same right.

not much of a diff to my usual hairstyle.

i guess the BANGS kind of failed.
i cannot tell tt it is BANGS la.

hai!!

ps: attachment still sux. dance still rox

scrap all attachment folks!

i rather take more boring modules. attachment is the ultimate suckist things tt can happen to anyone's life.

-END-

♥ 11:44 PM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

SUMMER

What Summer Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

so ture.. to a certain extend.. haha

-END-

♥ 12:11 AM

Sunday, March 09, 2008

BORING LIFE

i hate my life life now.

it is damn boring.

monday to friday

9am -6 pm is attachment

( sometime will OT -_-")
evening will b dance (:

sat

dance (:

sunday

stay @ home to recharge.

...n this cycle repeats...

seriously, i detest attachment.

it is damn boring. i m so not a lab person.

i dun like to do the same thing eveyday.

it is damn sian can.

i miss lecture...tutorial...

attachment is like having 3 practical everyday.

it is damn sian one.

i rather listen to lecturer lecture during lectures la.

*my blog is getting boring cuz my life is getting boring*

i been thinking a lot these days.

like how long will i dance? wad degree to take?

wad job to take up?

so wu liao right. but i really dunno the answers to these questions.

dance: my passion. but is not my innate talent. i m losing confident here.

degree n job: i dunno wad i want. i m like some lost sheep. i know i m not a lab person. but to give up sci is like so retard. cuz i spent like 3 years taking a diploma then i dun wan to continue.

i would like to try business...design...film...

plant,bio-business n teaching is the nearest i can think of.

if i dun wanna waste the stupid diploma.

teaching : can u imagine me teaching? i think my students will all fail can. if i they pissed me off, i think i will just stomp out of the class n dun talk to them for like 1 week . -_-"

wad kind of teacher is this la.

bio-business: i dunno wad is it abt. next sem will b taking. we shall c. (:

plant: i think i might end up as a farmer, growing flowers in nursery. n b a florist. -_-"

i think mallick will b proud of me. -_-"

wad kind if job is this la. i think only V day then got ppl buy flower can.

idea will b dropped if i get lousy grade for plant. cuz tt means i m bad at this field.

dance: hu know i might end up teaching dance..

ok not possible.. c the rate i catch steps n the way i dance. ( like some retarded asshole)

ok i dunno wad i m blogging.. cuz i really got nothing interesting to blog abt.

i think this entry is all carp n rubbish.

omg i m so disorganise.

-END-

♥ 10:27 PM

Monday, March 03, 2008

JAP

my eyes glittered with tears of joy. I rubbed my eyes in disbelief.

i got an A for my jap 102.

*jump around like a retard on drug*

i m overwhelmed with joy.

* bless tt my core module can also be like this.

please give me a low A. i dun wan a high B. -_-"*

*bless tt i can get A for dance also.

i dun wanna b label as a lousy dancer.

tt like damn loser can.

-END-

A for attachemnt? NAH!

i m not a gal. the mentor dun like me. :(

sry i got some china mentor tt likes gals.

-_-" how to get A?

♥ 11:34 PM

Sunday, March 02, 2008

AS USUAL

attachment still sux.

reports are killing me.

i dun even noe how to start.

eeffing screwed!!

dance was ROAR!!

i still can't do the locking item.

i think i m not tt talented after all.

i can't even rmb the steps. no feel.

effing screwed too.

the best thing was i got a partner which is like more blur then me.

n he is like a senior. -_-"

i m already like the ultimate.

he was like OMG .. out of this world can.

i thinks he comes fm the planet no.33923720920. -_-"

I damn respect my seniors cuz i think their attitude towards dance is veri postive.

they r damn hardworking, never fails to impress me when it comes to dancing. :)

but, my partner really redefine the respect of seniors.

he is like always on his own world. doing shut up n drive chero out of a sudden

turning like some guy wf tutu. -_-" when he is suppose to be paying attention to his locking.

when comes to pair work. i m like guiding him instead of him guiding me.

hello!! who is the senior?? n i m like so blur le. still have to guide him.

if i m tt gd myself i dun mind la. but my standard is like not even there. not even close can.

i m already sooo screwed.. wf him as my partner i m double screwed

double fucked up !!

the defination of senior have been redefined! he is such a let down.

*shake head*

i must have been cursed by some witches to have a partner like him.

i m damn lost. i dunno wad to do can. someone like enlight me.

*m i very evil to say this? but is the truth wad. is he bu zheng qi can.

-END-

♥ 3:19 PM