i caught HARRY POTTER (: i so love the show. I think anything harry potter is fantastic.

THURSDAY

nothing much happen been mugging at home the whole day for my up-coming jap exam.

FRIDAY

" Panic engulfed me. I was tramatised by the faces of stange looking people staring at me. That moment, i freaked out.! My mind went blank, i could not recite what i must be doing next. However, i still had to pluck up what ever remaining courage i have left to finish what i had stared off. I tried to concentrade but i kept getting disturded by the presence of eccentric looking people. My vision was blured and lights were glaring hard at my eyes. The tempo was blusting next to my ears. I was in a state of shock. My heart were pumping so fast that my ribs could no longer take it. My lips were dry and my keens were soft. I was not aware of what i am doing at the very point of time. I felt that i was drifting away from the world into another dimension. When i came back to reality, it was already all over. Everything happened so qucikly that i hardly had any time to react. I miss my chance. I could not shine. I was so terrified that i allows all the stupid mistakes to arise. I felt like a loser. I hate this feeling--- STAGE FRIGHT.

i belived that i look ridiculous on that platform. I look like some unqualified clown trying very hard to impress but was futile. "

i was unable to stop the show. In fact, the show stopped on me. ):

I am feeling lousy today.

lucky something great happen after,

THE JAP EXAM WAS EASY! i am cofident of getting at least a C. haha

one module down. (: *clap clap*

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