BATTERY cam whore once again.

my music lao shi viewed my friendster and said tt i m damn zi lian.

and he said tt i got some mental problem.

like i m sick in the mind smth along tt line.

like veri lonely so nothing to do then whore.

-_-"

he knows think i m weird.

battery suppose to meet up on fri but only 4 can make it.
(: we ate sushi. haha
then after lunch i left for NRA.
n i was late. -_-"
(as usual right. no la.)
I WAS NEVER LATE FOR NRA CAN
but i was late last friday. -_-"


speaking of late, it reminds me of my WORK.
WORK
i so think i m going to get sack.
mr J. called and tell me i dun have to work next week even though i gave my days n time.
He said that he had enough people/too many people and ask me dun need to come.
When this happens means that u r not IMPT to the company and they can survived well without you. so u r like taking their pay and not contributing to their sales and so i think i m HELL DAMN NOT IMPT AT ALL.
i think i goanna find a NEW JOB before Mr J. breaks the "sad" news to me that i m SACK cuz i dun perform at work.
OR
perhaps i should like a BETTER JOB WITH BETTER PAY before i quit cuz anyway the company DUN NEED ME WAD. i dun c a point of working if they think i m useless and like taking their pay like taking pocket money fm parents.
i think this way is more galm then kena sack la.
it is like " HEY (insert vulgar), I QUIT!"
"since u dun need me, i dun think i wanna serve you."
"dun think i cannot survived wfout your pay. btw ur pay is like damn CHEAP"
"i felt insulted taking it. my only joy in this job is my friends not ur cheap little pay"
then walked off like how you worked it on the runway.
so glam right.
the person will b like stunned and froze on the spot.

i just cannot stand people that belittle me. i m not wd u think i m.
anyway, i think i m at fault also la cuz i m always late for like 30 min and work at weird timing.
but hor when i m late i m NOT GETTING ANY CENT wad.
i clocked in at the time i START work so i m getting wad i deverved. nothing extra wad.
mayb being late shows that i dun care abt the job. i totally dun agree.
i also always late for SCHOOL but i do care abt my studies wad. if not y i STUDY like fuck for my exams to get gd grades. i do care abt the job. but if they think i dun then fuck it.
mayb my work attitude sux, but hello INDIANS LOVE ME LA. (ask peifen) i also dunno y but they just love me BUT i dun love them la. not at all. -_-" so if my work attitude sux y tourist still LOVE me??

i m feeling damn fucked up now.

so for now, i must be prepared.
ANYONE GOT JOB INTRO ME LEI.
i going to get sack sooner or later.
I SHALL FLIP PAPERS TML. (:

i must make it BIG one day.
BE DAMN POPULAR ( in wadever job i do)
then i make those tt think i m useless rethink again.
it is their lost. not mine. i wanna serve u but u dun wan me to.
so u been blacklisted for life.

ok i sound damn spoilt and mean.
tt cuz i m damn fucked up abt it.
when u r pissed,everything will come out. get it?


BATTLE OF THE VOICES
i went party world wf my BOV friends today.
we sang. (:
they r all dman pro la. i sound like shit when compared to them.