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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

LOST

I was in a devastated mood.

Grief, remorse and depression covered me like a thick choking blanket.

No words could express my agony.

Tears soon rolled down my cheeks as i think of today's incident.

Now that it is gone, my world came crashing down.

I had lost interest in everything.

Life seems like a drag.

Life was bleak for me.

There was no light at the end of the tunnel.

I lost it; I felt lost.

-END-

♥ 11:41 PM

Monday, October 29, 2007

STESS!

i m feeling damn stress today.

i had 7 essay to b written, 2 cct flow map to b done

and a ridiculous PLANT POP QUIZ to study.

"Keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Just stay strong"

-_-"

-END-

FOR MY 2F08 PEEPS

i have uploaded the pictures of the GREEN HOUSE on..

http://sunstansp.spaces.live.com/

feel free to drop if u r interested in the picz. ("

spread around this link k.

cuz i dun think everyone in the class knows abt it.

* TO SOFINA: i had uploaded the pictures u want there too. (:

so grab them gal!! haha

♥ 12:36 AM

Thursday, October 25, 2007

BLOCKED BLOGGED

i m having mental blocked.

i got nothing interseing to blog abt.

i dunno wad to blog abt. i m like drained of ideas. :(

thus i m like giving a recount of my boring life. haha

MONDAY

i wore a racer back singlet inside a tee.

they said it look like SPORT'S BRA.

n i look like a butch -_-"

haha

TUESDAY

i got into the FINALS (:

show stopper is ngee ann poly LSCT singing competition.

i must really THANK THANK ALL ALL ALL ALL my friends n teachers tt came to support me.

i love love love u peeps!!!

i will jia u n make u all proud de. haha.

WEDNESDAY

i m feeling abit AGENT S.

jolin is the main influence. haha

i still wanna b an agent. haha

THURSDAY
photography class (:

the themes gets harder n harder .

the tecaher expectation gets higher n higher.

n my picz gets uglier n uglier. -_-"

SHADOW!

no WOO factor right. HOW!! i need a break through. -_-"

i wan my A la. :(

FRIDAY

NRA was cancelled therefore i can meet up wf BATTERY :)

like finally la.. looking forward to it...haha.

-END-

♥ 11:58 PM

Sunday, October 21, 2007

STUDIO

i had my VERY FIRST photo-taking in the studio...

it is near this place. (:
the riverwalk there. haha

then i took the free waiting time to walk around n snap some picz for my

PHOTOGRAPHY CLASS. i so dun wan to fail la. i wan A (: haha

it was fun fun fun.

however must wait rather long.

i think i m bad at posing.

i m damn stiff. haha..

first time wad. so dunno anthing.

all the poses is the photography ask me copy her one.

haha. then i smile until very FAKE also. haha

hope the picz wun turn out tooo bad.

the hairstylist n make-up artist did my hair n face. (:

so nice of them. their hair spary r damn cheap right?

they spray like alot alot alot alot can.

until my hair was as hard as STONE!!

haha -_-"

PREVIEW.

i m ALL WHITE!!

tt horse damn cute can.

but i never take picz wf it.

one guy did. so envy la.

haha

the picz will b for promotional usuage.

lao shi say will b used for poser, banner, magazine.

can't wait to c the result.

hope i dun look too UGLY!! (:

UPDATE:

the memoirs cafe at bugis had closed down. -_-"

so now if u all wan VOTE for me must go to eat at another cafe.

TEENAGE CAFE @ BUGIS.

level 2 of bugis street.

also give staple reciept to my name. (:

vote ok. if not i will lose for sure. haha

-END-

* i went to town after the photo-taking wf the make-up n all to collect my IPOD.

so weird can. everyone was looking at me like i m some alien.

i never go town wf MAKE-UP b4.

haha. once in a life time experience. haha

♥ 11:35 PM

Saturday, October 20, 2007

I DISLIKE POP QUIZ!!

i dun mind having one or two pop quizes for 1 or 2 module

but not POP QUIZES for 5 MODULES!!

pop quizes means tt i have to STUDY EVERYDAY!!

*yuck* i dun like. -_-"

since this is my blog, i shall blog when are my pop quizes to REMIND myself.

(correct me if i m wrong)

PLANT: pop quiz b4 lecture on previous lecture. - MON!

MICROBIO: pop quiz b4 lecture on previous lecture. -TUE!

BIOINFO: pop quiz b4 tutorial on previous lecture. -TUE (odd)

IMMUNO: pop quiz b4 practical on pratical -WED

JAP LESSON: spelling quiz -THUR

so far only CCTA dun have pop quiz. (:

tt gross enough.!this sem will b a damn busy n stressful sem.

i think i will rant alot here. :X haha

talking abt ranting. i wan to rant! yes! again!!

PLANTATION gave me 7 essay to write.

it is only the first week n i got 7 essay to write.

she is damn mean. i dun like her cuz she gave me aot of work.

( i think she dun like me too cuz i was LATE for her lesson)

n she said " class rep still late." then shakes her head.

she dun turst me anymore tt y she ask maxine to b her plant rep.

giving some weird excuse tt since i m rep for the rest of the module i m busy enough.

-_-" dun trust me, dun like me. say la. -_-"

u dun like me. i also dun like u. fair wad. (:

u dun come pick on me. i m more then happy.

if teacher picks on student hu do u think is on losing end?

me right!! DUH!

i will still TRY MY VERY BEST for your module cuz is still MY RESULT in the end.

i wan an A. (: haha

i m always LATE for MORNING LECTURE tt not new.

i m not proud of it but i just can't wake up.

can we have lecture at 1pm?? (:

-END-

♥ 11:58 PM

PHOTOGRAPHY CLASS

i had my first photography class on THUR.

it was fun fun fun.!!!.

we were given themes like...

self-protrait

nature

to infinity

nature

landscape

focus on the handphone strap.

focus on SHINE phone.

* these r some of the pictures i took tt i think is nicer. (:

how r my photos?? nice? ugly?

i wan my A. (:

i wan to take picture wf WOO factor!!

ps: i cannot PHOTOSHOP during photography. teacher wan c original picz. so sad la. :(

-END-

♥ 1:12 AM

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

DANCE

the chero today wad tough. my keens aint soft enough to handle it. :(

i still sux sux sux at dancing. i felt like a shit. i wan to b better. duh right!

i wanna rant.

*beware vulgar will b observed*

let call this "friend" of mine

mr-thinks-he-is-very-good-at-dance. -_-"

I was already feeling damn pissed wf myself for not dancing very well today during class.

i like feeling damn exhausted and abit frustrated with my own body.

n MR THINKS HE IS VERY GOOD AT DANCE was like asking me y do i always end up infront of him when i dance when i m like standing 45degree infront of him.

i kindly apologised when he commented the first time and requested to exchange places wf him so as not to cause him further more irritation. i m like doing a kind deed.

he refused and i just shuted up n continue to try my very best to perfect the dance.

AGAIN! he said tt SAME SENTENCE.

y do i always end up in front of him when i m standing 45degree infront of him.

i apologised again n offered my place. he shooked his head!

not long after he said tt SAME SAME SAME FUCKING SAME SENTENCE AGAIN!

this time i was FUCKING DAMN IRRITATED.

i m thinking WHAT THE FUCK u wan? wad is u FUCKING problem.

he thinks tt he is like damn damn damn GREAT AT DANCE n wad ever he do is right.

please la.. if i m not WRONG!! we r suppose to MOVE MOVE MOVE MOVE n face 45 degree to the left n rise our right leg. ok mayb i m also in the wrong, cuz my LEGS r LONG n elongated thus my steps r lik1 10000 times bigger then u so i will travel more distance. wad can i do wf tt? take smaller steps n make my dance steps LOOKS SMALLER so ANN can pick on me n ask me y m i dancing like some chicken. -_-" FUCK LA. ask u stand at my place, u refused. i m kind enough to apologised. i can so not do it la.

mayb my control is soooo not there. ( i though u b4 right. i sux at dance)

but r ur control PERFECT?? R u like the WORLD BEST DANCER?

*roll eyes*

i m already soooo irritated wf myself for having problem contolling my body well n u r there fanning the flames. i was boliing during class can. i so dun feel like talking to u anymore. u r so disguesting. i felt so affected tt i start to dance like FUCK!! u r so affecting me... get out of my life.

-i think i m easily irritated.-

I HATE PPL TT REPEAT THE SAME SENTENCE/COMMENT/WORD

over n over n over n over again.

i m not deaf nore retard. i can hear n understand.

mr thinks he can dance very well sux! juz sux!

-END-

♥ 11:00 PM

WHOOOO!!!

i m blogging in class. -_-"

BIOINFO is damn boring.

i m like not paying attention at all when she talks.

instead i did took picz using my laptop.

veri lame i noe...but it is more interesting then BIOINFO can.

haha.

hey hey!! haha

YEAH!!

ok tt not my hand. is max's . haha

smile.
i think the teacher thinks tt i m mad cuz i kept posing to take a picz.
-END-

* tt all folks.. off for break!! yeah!!

♥ 11:52 AM

Monday, October 15, 2007

NEW SEM

15-10-07 marks a new begining. a new sem starts. (:

i *hug hug* the first day of sch cuz can buy new books. haha

i love new notes. haha but i dun like reading them. -_-"

i think lsct ppl HATES me cuz i LOVE to cut their Que when buying notes. i will pretend to buy a drink then walked slowly to the counter n looked for my friend and ask them buy notes for me. -_-" so clever right. haha.. i know i m damn lazy. (:

i love this picz. haha

ps: i think alot alot alot alot alot of ppl have this tee. cuz is NIKE.

EVERYONE LOVE NIKE!

dun tell me u dun like nike cuz i will not believe.

BAH!

whore.

it really been awhile since i lasted whore. so nostalgic can (:

i met a some new teachers. the one i remember most clearly is my PLANT lecturer.

let's call her PLANTATION on this blog. -_-" haha

1) she is veri scary. i dun think i dare to talk to her anymore. she gave us a POP! QUIZ on the first lesson cuz we dun respond to her. i was totally stunned. luckily she said tt it is not graded cuz we all draw the plant cell like fried egg! -_-"

2) i finally know y alll plants student get A. cuz she told us her PASSING MARK is 85%... not 50%.

she only gives A or Fail. no in between. -_-"so scary right. A or fail . omg can

3) she was 1 HOUR LATE FOR LECTURE! wad a lecturer.

i though i was late ( 15 min) but she was later ( 1 hour) .... beat tt if u want to (:

BIOINFO teacher was BORING. very dry, very sian, i dun like. :X

CELL CULTURE teacher was ok ok. like mother lor. (:

IMMUO teacher ROCK ROCK ROCK. i think she will b a nice teacher. haha. i like her (:

tml will c more. i wonder how r they like. hu can beat PLANTATION hands down? let's c. ahha

LIFE SCI SCH VS BUSINESS SCH

life sch lost pathetically.

* these r prove for my previous post*

JUDGE YOURSELF.

if it was u, which sch appeals more?

the walkway to business sch.

i think dunn need c the inside of the sch.

life sch lost half the war. -_-"

no chance of winning at all.

nicer then life sch sch 100000 times.

here u go!the old old life sci sch tt really need upgrading.

dun upgrade also PAINT the buliding la.. -_-"

i dunno wad they thinking.

they wan this sch to win the most ANCIENT sch award in singapore right.

worse!
i actually forget to inform u peeps that life sci is is NOT only have the SIM sch logo but also we r linked to HEALTH SCI SCH.
so wonderful right!
*roll eyes*
ONE BIG BIG BIG HAPPY FAMILY.
we share EVERYTHING even sch n blocks.
we r sooo kind. everyone loves life sci. -_-"

-END-
* u decide for urself la.. which sch appeals more.
i have no more eyes to c. i dunno y my sch so ke lian one. -_-"

♥ 11:17 PM

Sunday, October 14, 2007

I HATE TODAY!!

sux sux sux sux sux to the max.

everything is not to my liking today.

1) weird indian tourist.

me: we r taking picture for everyone. no obligation. u like u buy dun like nvm. photography is free.

inidan: HOW MUCH?

me:the lady in front will tell u the price. i m only here to take ur photo.

indian: HOW MUCH?

me: sorry sir. the lady will tell u more. i m only a photographer.

indian: HOW MUCH?

(thinking FUCK U can stop asking n take anot... )

i gave in to him.

me: is $20 for 5 pictures. take a photo. photography is free anyway.

indian: NOOOOOOOOOOO ( he gave me the longest no ever)

n he walked away wf his family.. head shaking and very isolated to the left n right.

FUCK. i now i cannot isolate my head until like him but he cannot like tt wad.

waste my TIME!! i hate working. juz sux. izzit he irritating? i feel like putting a curse on him or infect him wf some new found virus. veri evil. i know right.

2) my grp leader wans me to work but i soo dun feel like cuz tml got SCH.

i dun wan to b sleeping on the FIRST DAY OF SCH.

but i gave in again. FUCK! cuz he insisted tt he needs help. i so dun wan to work tml can.

ARHHHH!!!

3) P class.

( inside secret. i cannot say anything. -_-)

BAH!

4) i m printing my notes for the first day of sch and i just cannot get them to print.

CELL CULTURE N PLANTS notes sux sux sux. wad is the output file name thing suppose to mean. i just cannot print these 2 module. FUCK!! does it mean smth.i m fated to fail these 2 module even b4 i take them . FUCK la. i m soooooooo irritated now. i shall go to sch wfout notes on the first day. I DUN CARE!! i m so pissed now.

everythign hates me today. everything is not to my liking today.

FUCK IT. I HATE TODAY.

-END-

♥ 12:43 AM

Thursday, October 11, 2007

AGENT SUMMER

i felt that currently the most idea job is to b an AGENT!!

thankz to the media and movies.

it is making me damn creative and imaginative.

i was like thinking what should i do in the furtue when this hits me.

izzit it damn stylist to b an agent.

omg so shuai can.

i so want to b an agent now.

it would b even better if ur other half is an agent.

then we can carry out missions together.

tt so hot!!

i shall list some of the reasons y i think tt agent is the most idea job (:

1) guns. *BANG*BANG*

2) being an agent means easy money. n the sum is like in tens of thousnads or even millions per victim.

the job scope is like damn cool...just kill hu even ur agency send u to.

3) u got to kill ppl wf STYLE. tt is like damn glam. split!!! beat tt if u can (:

4) u can create ur own trademark when comes to killing. agent J kills using a nail!! agent summer needs to think of smth more creative to beat tt.

i need a new logo,new trademark and a new identiy

5) even of one day i landed myself in jail. my agency will like bride me out or think of other ways to get my ass out.

6) the most impt reason too. being an agents means tt i can try as many jobs as i adore as a disguise. DANCER. LAB PROFESSIOR. TEACHER. etc etc. deep below tt occupation lies a dark secret. a secret agent.

*imagine a teacher that has taught u for 3 mths turns outs to be a secret agent n he kills one of ur classmate during a lecture.

( with lotsa n lotsa STYLE n ATTITUDE ..duh!!)

i think tt's damn cool la. then tt classmate turns out to b ur least fav friend. i think u will b clapping and cheering for ur teacher.

then tt teacher will have to run away fm the lecture.

( with lotsa n lotsa STYLE n ACTIONS...duh!!)

n never b seen again.

a new identiy given. n agent summer on the loose again! (:

-_-"

i think too much le. so rubbish right. haha.

-END-

* i m bored of cam-whoring.

tt this week no picz of ME. haha.

anyway, i dun think u ppl will care. haha

i wan to an secret agent. (:

♥ 10:33 PM

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Ngee Ann Kongsi donates S$15.6m to Ngee Ann Poly

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20071008/tap-304517-231650b.html

omg S$15.6m. that alot alot alot of money.

i wonder will i benefit fm this amount.

i told u peep.

NGEE ANN POLY IS RICH!

i think we r the richest poly, thanks to ngee ann kongsi.

( if i m not wrong, ngee ann city is under ngee ann kongsi)

imgaine how much can ngee ann city earn a day.

not one specific shop but the WHOLE MALL

...damn rich can...

our most current facilities is the walkway wf shelter tt link fm the bus stop all the way to the atrium.

( ok tt not very new cuz i was built like last sem -_-")

we r richer by 15.6m (:

i still wonder y our sch fees r like tt high. -_-"

mayb the 15.6m can go n like built a NEW LSCT.

i think LSCT (sch of life sci) has the most disguesting block.

LSCT is like sharing blocks wf SIM. How pathedic!

then the blocks still have SIM logo .

sch of business foyer is like damn damn beautiful.

( cuz is tt sch is located near the bustop..then ppl will c.so need to b beautiful)

LSCT foyer is like shit when compared to sch of business one.

( i know the reason cuz lsct is like located at some ulu ulu part of ngee ann... in between SIM n ngee ann...so i think they dunno where we belong -_-".. we r like the forgotten part of ngee ann)

mayb LSCT lifts r upgrading. but i dun think is enough

-_-" I WAN MORE!! haha

-END-

* nothing to blog abt. tt y blog abt ngee ann n LSCT. haha.*

to the sec 4:

if u r considering ngee ann poly, i think sch of business of a better choice then LSCT.

1) business students timetable r like HALF of Life sci student.

cuz they dun have 3/4 hours of practical lessons per module.

2) they got better facilities. their foyer walkway r made of marble. so glam la!

life sci foyer walkway r like cement coated -_-" so damn loser la.

3) business module seems to b easier to SCORE. cuz my business friends r like getting damn dman great GPA. life sci module r like damn damn irritating. very very difficult. *ycukz*

must mug like siao. very sian one.

* i think i m a very bias source of information cuz i kind of regreat getting into BIOTECH. i wan to go FMS or BUSINESS. -_-" kind of late though haha...

♥ 1:20 AM

Saturday, October 06, 2007

PROMOTION RALLY

sux sux sux. it just sux.

i had to change 80% of my songs as the format aint right.

the cafe can't play them. so i had flip through wad songs they have n sing it -_-"

i had NO CHOICE. i think i did badly. it juz sux.

anyway the VOTING at the memoirs cafe is TILL 30 OCT.

it is 15% of the FINALS result. so if u peeps do dine at tt cafe,do vote for me.

haha. cuz inorder to get the full 15 points i need $3000 combined recipts fm the customers.

-_-" madness right. haha...

then another 15% of the voting is the pre-order of SILVER n NICHOLAS singles.

only 07-10-07 can pre -order. so i think tt 15 points, i can say bye bye to it le.

:X cuz i dun think anyone wun wanna pre-order it. -_-" haha

hence, i think i m going to lost. i sux at singing. i sux at everything. i m like making a fool of myself. i m like totally disguesting right. i m losting my confidence.

on second though, i think shall just finish this comp doing my best.

so wad if i win. so wad if i lost. i did wad i could. ( yeah! tt the way man. )

out then out lor. lost then lost lor. i m no LOSER. i think i came a long way. i must cherise all these. then after tt it is time to STUDY all again. -_-" mugging starts. haha.

* XXX said tt i should not b competitive. my main aim was to have fun but it somehow divert. i guess i need to reconsider my thoughs again. i need to find back the ME. haha.

-END-

♥ 11:34 PM

Thursday, October 04, 2007

CHANGES

Sorry peeps there is changes abt my promotion rally.

It will NOT NOT NOT b on sunday anymore.

it is change to SAT 06-10-07

3pm to 3.45pm.

location is still the same.

sorry. i was inform LAST MIN too. :X

haha.

-END-

* ps: my blog has been rather boring these days.

cuz i m busy. then like no time to blog/ nothing to blog.

i been like dancing n singing haha.

i promise an interesting post someday . ok. haha.

♥ 9:01 PM

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

PROMOTION RALLY

hey peeps, i m having a promotion rally for my FINALS

DATE: 07 October 2007 ( SUNDAY)

TIME: 2pm to 8pm

but my time slot is 4pm to 4.45pm.

so u all dun need come so early. haha

LOCATION: Bugis Street Memoirs cafe

i will be singing quit alot of songs.

( no choice... cuz need to do smth tt last 45 min )

however, i will b pairing up wf a girl, priscilla.

so u wun b hearing only my voice. haha

( i still i sux at singing)

haha.

i really hope to u peeps there.

i need ur love ur support.

haha ("

i will jia u too. i will do my best (:

thankz! hope to c u peeps there. haha

-END-

♥ 7:03 PM