ok..this post was suppose to be last week.

i m just damn busy wf sch this mth. thuis the lack of update

went to support my NRA peeps tt r in funka this year.

(: it was really damn nice.

all nra peeps tt went.

nra is love!!

self-high!! (:funka 3rd

soul out crew. best male dance somemore la. haha

they r really really gd. dope shit!!

funka 2nd. e dee vance ... best chero somemore man.

lip gloss chero was nice. i like it. (:

F-beatx (: freakshow!!!!

best female dance somemore can.

wicked tempo. love their outfit to the max.

very diff fm the rest of the grp.

unique!!!

nra static flow with fb trademark champion!!

dope dope dope.

ANN!! ann is love too. (:

andy the soul guy. he is one of the judge. (:

tt some picz i took tt day. cannot upload all la.. load very long.
(:

funka was dman nice. wonder when will b my turn??
next year or the year after or never :(
hai! we shall c.


i manage to survived this week. (:
2 projetcs down n ccta common test 2 down.
next week is CNY n i still have 2 EXAMS to sit. -__-"
monday: BIF FINAL. this module is park up. really park up. hate it to the max.
wednesday: the day b4 CNY... i got a immuno practical EXAM to sit. tt like damn nice to start CNY can. -_-"

ngee ann policy just sux. y can't they b like SP. they having holidya le la. can;t ngee ann like start sch 2 together wf SP. then we wun get this shit..

btw after CNY i still got my FINAL 4 paper to sit n then is attachment.
no rest la. no holiday. parking life!!

*popular culture was parked up. i sooo regreat choosing tt module for IS.
last week the burger king presenation was parked up enough. this week aint better.
to like save my GPA i, again did all the slides n give my grp mates present. i did like 49 slides and a interview. cuz i was being damn KS. i wan to save my GPA wad. 0/15 last week lei. sure C or D one can.i dun like wad. in the end over time.. we got no time to present the last 4-5 slides.
damn so my GPA is screwed. i know is no more 4.0 cuz my core module is like parked up too. i think all will be a B or a C. so if my IS also C n D. i think will b 2.0.. park can. i never get soo low b4. so if IS can get A then core module C mayb still can get a 3.0.. yes tt my target this sem.. i know is damn loser...but sometimes have to face the reality wad. u know u r not a 4.0 material then dun act like i can get 4.0.. i know i cannot. so a 3.0 is enough. the most go overseas lor. i gave up on NUS. :( a sad reality.

anyway pop culture just sux.. i m all alone. i did eveything myself. grp work. change to indiv work la.

-END-

*dance was damn damn fun. the only thing i look foward to sch. if there is no NRA this sem. i think i will like drop out of NP. someone just burn np down.

i want to go overseas n learn dance.. esp JAPAN. i learn jap cuz i like jap dance style. i wan go there study so i can study n learn dance there. (: tt not a bad choice.

SUNFLOWER mallick's project.

i think i m in love wf this flower -_-"

cuz i been like looking at for like 5-6 hours straight for 2 days.

n i have not completed the report, so it means i will get to c it more often.

next week would be as bad as this week.

monday: mallick report presentation 1

tuesday: CCTA common test 2.

wednesday: mallick report presentation 2
thursday: IS fucking 15 presentation.

how to get urself into CYN mood wf all this eeffing crap appearing on ur TO-DO list?

i fucking hate my IS. someone please kindly remove tt IS fm the list next year. U r such a dear if u do so. everyone will like love u. seriously, i think no one like tt IS. everyone eefing hate it. they r all doing for the sack of doing. ok,perhaps only tt popualr bitch adores it.

Anyway, my JAP was not as screwed at the rest of my core module.

i dunno how i manage to get a 59/70 for the final paper. i really guess all the MCQ n wrote like rubbish for the open ended question. the JAP ORAL was a bliss. my partner was like helping me. he was really nice to ask question related to dance. like do i like dancing. m i gd at dance?

so i guess i wun fail my jap. (:

y can't my core module n IS b like my JAP. *sigh*

AMB common test 2 was effing wrong. i was like writing rubbish on the paper.

MCQ was so tricky. open ened question was damn tough. i m so screwed.

i really studied damn eeffing hard for the paper.

i rushed home after my jap oral n stared mugging fm like 10PM to like 4AM.

n i cannot study finish. (n i did smth morally not right. )

i woke at at 8 AM and starting mugging again till 10 AM.

when i m on my way to sch, i was even mugging like some loser.

11AM to 12Am. i been pratically studying every second i could.

but i still screwed the paper. i guess lady luck dun like me anymore.

y? i never do anything wrong wad. hai!!

come back to me lady luck.

finals exams are coming i really need u.

* if u notice i have not been posting picz of me. i have not been whoring. i m damn eeffing busy wf SCHOOL. no time!!!

n school sux other then dance.

talkign abt dance. i m throwing away all my projects tml. i m going to support NRA.

funkamania finals!! i wan to watch. i miss the prelims la.. cuz of the bioreactor.

Go Static Flow

Go Soul Out Crew

Go E Dee-Vance

Go Fbeatx

Go Wicked Tempo

i m eeffing agitated now!!

i ADHORE my IS. popular culture sux big time. eff it!!

my grp screwed today's presentation to the max. it was really terrible. i think we got like 0/15.

there goes my 15%. no more A. welcome C n D. i m so fated wf u this sem. i been getting like C n D this sem for all my modules. eeff it. i dun wan go NUS le. i m going overseas. i dun care abt nus aymore. i shall go to some weird werid ulu ulu uni the the west. n grad wf a weird weird ulu ulu cert tt no one hear b4. C n D wad. eeff it!!

the popualr bitch was like " what happen to your grp. last week presentation was like so OMG. so nice.. so good. how come this week like fuck. so gross. i shall give u 0 cuz u all derserved it. hu ask u all never put in effort.. c other grps got skit got more then 50 slides talk for 1 hour plus ... ur grp le 20 slides then talk like 30 min. then still never answer the question i wan. so i shall give u all 0. work hard for next presentation ok. i know u can do it. "

in my heart i was like. DUH last week presentation i did EVERYTHING EVERYTHING every single thing. my grp did nothing.i did all the slides then give them parts to say. of course gd la. my presentation standard is eeffing high. i cannot stand lousy work. it is damn gross.

then this week i was eeffing busy wf my core module projects n common tests tt i dun have time to do everything so i ask my grp do wad they presenting. so i did my part which got like 12 slides. which i think was WOO. very gd.then the rest of them 3 ppl combine only 8 slides -_-" how to b impressive??

if i got time i confirm will do everything but i dun have .then the quality they give was like fuck. then the rest of the grps presentation was like WOOO. so we got 0/15. eeffing not cool can.

y their standard like fuck one. i one person present 12 slides then 3 ppl only like 2 slides each. so loser la.if everyone got 12 slides i m sure we will ace the ppt. but 2 fuck la.

bye bye A. welcome C n D. i m soooo happy to c u on my result slip. the more the better.

*roll eyes*

this week i also got no time...i really cannot do everything. it is a grp project not summer individual project. next week is the last presentation. i hope we can do well. very well to make up for this week. we need to impress.

i hope my members want an A n not a pass. tt like a damn loser aim la.

i m damn stress. so many test n projct so little time. i hate my life. i hate ngee ann policy. i hate all this. this is madness. i dun mind staying back 1 more sem just let me take less modules this sem.

btw does visting a psychiatrist gives me an MC. i think i m mentally challenged. i m ill.i need some pills n a MC so i can like skip tests -_-" if i go mad is all ngee ann fault. i wan to escape.

today's crazy.

i been home the WHOLE day...rushing my CCTA n PTC stuffs.

it is alot. 1 summary 1 PPT slides 1 bioreactor n 2 repot to be done by TML!!

This week's worse.

WED: PTC TEST... scope!! EVERYTHING!!

( 27381288201!!)

sure fail one where got time to study

THUR: IS project due n JAP ORAL

( 561236213192!!)

my IS grp is XXXX.

m i suppose to do everything

*roll eyes*

FRI: AMB common test 2.

i m not ready.. sure fail one.

i wan to be sick this week. can some pathogens like attack me now. i will make sure my immuno response stop working. i dun mind having auto immunity disease -_-"

i just wan to b ill this week. i wan MC!!

* attack me virus, bacterial, fungi, microplasma, wadever shit just attack me n make me ill.

i dun wan to go to sch n take the stress. i wan to run away. i dun wan test n projects.

i wan to b happy n carefree.

(:

FISH AND CO dine at fish n co a few days back.

the food r damn nice can.

mayb cuz i loves eating seafood thus the food appeals to me.

the fish rox.. the rice was not soo yummy.

i m suppose to be mugginf my jap FINAL PAPER tml which i know nuts abt it.

the music is on. the beats r so tempting to dance at. my laptop is on n i m blogging.

i m a fuck-trad tt wishes for an A when i m not working for it. i m hoping tt it comes to me effortlessly. told ya.. i m a fuck-tard.

my cake was really cute. haha.

my little cousin birthday was 1 day after mine. so we celebrated together.

she adore this cake. then i anything lor. haha.

the birthday boi n gal. (:

cute right. haha

* this cake was actually ordered. cuz she wants a PINK PONY.

i think is like $70 plus. omg right. haha
it was nice. DUH!! inside is chocolate. i love love love cho-co-le-to.

cute cake !! yeah!!

i wanna thankz all my ともだち (friends).

thankz for all the wishes and gifts.
i love u peeps deep deep. haha

although my birthday week was flooded wf projects.

but all these wishes made my day better.

thankz!!

whore. it's been awhile.
i been in love wf silver these days.

i think silver r sooo much better then gold.
hu say gold is the new silver. i dun agree.
i hug hug silver.
silver r much classier. gold looks ancient n retro.
i will b elimiated fm popualr culture soon. it wun stay long.
silver came a long way. it had survie popualr culture and it still will.
( damn i sound so like tt popalr bitch)

-END-

* off to べんきょう (study) にほん (jap).
my final paper is next week n i know only like 1%. i m so screwed.
lady luck. i wan u. i totally need u back in my life.

Dark cloudes are surrounding me.

There's no light. I am being dissolved into the darknes.

You can no longer sense me around.

LOST!

i need to rant.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

i m damn fucking stress these days.

sch been a bitch. everything went wrong.

everything is not to my appeal.

i m very irritated. fucking irritated.

i m at my limt. i m going to bust soon. real soon.

i might not even live to c tml. yes! tt how serious.

next week i need to hand in PLANTATION fucking poster n 4 page summary.

popular culture BITCH online assigment. fuck she is one asshole. fucking bitch. whore!!!

i shall tell u peeps y later

then after tt i got mallick CREATIVE PROJECT presentation part one ( present wad i got)

popular culture bitch site project on BK.

then susan CCTA bioreactor project

JAP EXAM. i m soo dead. i dunno anything. i feel like dropping jap NOW!!

i dun have time for jap thankz to the above.

then popular bitch work.. cuz IS is like every week. fuck. hate to c her.

then after tt still got creative report to b handed b4 final paper.

c the amount of work to b done this mth. MY BIRTHDAY MTH is fucking packed.wad a birthday. i should b celebrating n not mugging. fuck it. hate all the project!!!

i feels tt ngee ann poly should start taking the teacher evaluation seriously. they dunno how the teacher is like in class. would u like a bitch as a teacher. u like u can take the popualr bitch n plantation. i m soo glad.!! sack all bitchy teacher.. y can;t teacher b kind n more undertanding.

the popular bitch was classic. she makes sures she wins the presentation by using her fav weapons... if u wun say wad i wan i will deduct ur marks.. fuck how can like tt one. she is the one tt say the presentation is abt our opinion on wad is HOT wad is NOT. then now she wants us to "guess" her view on wad is HOT wad is NOT. if u dun get it right she will deduct ur marks.. wd she thinks is HOT is soo not HOT.. i dunn y she is like tt... n her analysis was the ultimate. she never teach us how to tackle his disgusting question. n she kept asking n asking like i cna read her mind... then if u dun get it she will b like... go back and think abt it... fuck la.. dunno means dunno can u just tell us the ans.. is damn irritating to keep guessing.. i bet she loves to deduct marks.. she is just a crazy. fuck it!!

common test was shit.i could hit my target.. i m like getting very lousy marks..

IMMUNO: 36/60 fuck ... no more A... u all can laugh until ur tummy cramp.. i hope u die.

it is so not funny. i know the whole world is getting higher then me so wad.. i already get all her so call common sense question wrong.. wad can b worse.. i m pure dumb. fuck. i hate being stupid. i dunno y everyone can get gd result like 40 n above n i can't... i did study.. mayb not as much as u nor u nor u .. but i deserved a 40 can. fuck fuck fuck.. being stupid is not great... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. i detest immuno... more A... i m fucking depressed.. happy laughting. i dun care anymore..

AMB: 74.5/100 ... fuck fuck fuck.. it is damn not to my expectation.... i wan a 80/100... fuck it can.... i hate my results.. so gross... i dunno y m i soo dumb.. i can go kill myself or smth... everyone is getting like 75 ...76...80...81...85...90... n i m like a dumb asshole wf the most disgusting grade... neither here nor there... i dunn izzit a B or an A.. i m no where... no more A for amb... fuck it!!! i bet u pppl r damn happy right. i m a failure.. fuck fuck fuck fuck... i hate this... i hate my result..

CCTA: not yet get back. but i bet will b the same.. rant again next time...

no more gd result for me.. conculsion i might get 2.5 or 3.0 for my GPA this sem.. gald?? no more NUS... no more 3.9... fuck fuck fuck.. hope u all die. fuckers!!! .. fuck the world!!!

i need to destress if not i m sure to bust.

i need to dance. i wan to pant till i die.

i rather die dancing then die mugging n die fm shock fm c-ing my fucking GPA.

i m sure everyone will get better then me this sem. cuz i pure dumb. u all r smarter. happy? i lost. u win. fuck la. fuck la. fuck la.fuck la fuck la.

i was sick these few days. down wf sore throat and fever.

i miss the 1f05 pot luck n NRA freshie countdown at mia house.

Hence, i was at home counting down in front of my laptop.

10..9..8..7..6..5..4..3..2..1.

*yeah!!! clap clap.*

other then tt i was very loser on the 31 dec - 1 jan

i was at home doing my IS project. popular culture..

damn gross ... damn retard..

i dunno y i choose this module. -_-"

anyway i ask sick also cannot go anywhere so stay at home n b productive.

i better at an A for this ass module cuz i give up all my partying time for this piece of crap.

BAH!!!

wd a way to start 2008