summerbliss.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

ATTACHMENT SUX

2 days n i m sick of it.

m i spoilt or wad?

attchment sux.waking up early for attchment sux.the eeffing long bus ride to NUS sux.

the work load at NUS sux. working like maddess sux. writing a report everyday sux.

wroking fm 9 to 6 everyday sux.OT sux. low pay sux.cheap labour sux.

no holiday sux. no time for dance sux. i still sux at dance. life sux cuz of attachment.

BOO n thumbs down to attachment!!

attachment = no holiday=no life = sian half.

so attachment is the cause of everything unpleasant.

4 mths!! how to endure. i think i will die in the lab.

i need more break n rest.

i dun wan to keep working like some cheap slave.

-END-

tml will b better.

nah! how to be better when i have attachment.

BOO!! double BOO!! triple BOO!!

♥ 10:27 PM

Saturday, February 23, 2008

MUSTAFA

night life!!

mustafa's madness

1am to 6am

really madness can.

we did lotsa stupid n crazy stuff there.

we became POWER RANGER (:

jo is so unwilling to trasform. -_-"

ranger peipei n ranger shun is ready to protect the earth alien invasion.

kick ass!!

mk trying to find back his childhood. he said tt this was his fav toy.

actually mine too . haha

next we went on to find the most UGLY n HORRIBLE swim wear in mustafa.

i think shocking lime green undies is damn weird can

so not hot!!

peipei found a cheena pok flora theme swimwear.

so OUT- TIAO la.

after making a fool of ourself. we went for BEAKFAST at mac.

we were like the only ppl there.

it was 5.00am. -_-"
everyone look drunk.

we were all like talking rubbish.

pf almost got knock down by a car

cuz she was like posing for the cam in the middle of the road. n my cam was refusing to take her photo.

here u go.. ur damn precious picz. u risked ur life for it la.

6.15am. home sweet home.

took some grp picz

i think this is nice but they say i dman extra.

-_-"

finally a proper one.

read home at 6.40am.

the sky were still dark.

-END-

* DANCE resumes. i cannot do LOCKING. -_-"

i sux at it.

( atually i dunno wad i can do. like all also sux)

it is my first time doing a locking item.

OPENING somemore.

*faint*

i think i will screw it up.

i cannot even rmb the steps. the musics is damn fast too.

i guess i will have to keep trying n trying n prefect it.

i will jia u. till then.

♥ 8:24 PM

Thursday, February 21, 2008

IMMUNO
yes!! finally... GOOD BYE PAPERS!!

HELLO holiday (4days only....damn) ATTACHMNT!!

immuno paper is not as bad as my plant paper. DUH!!

i think lim was damn kind. her paper was ok . can do.

but i got like 10 plus mark decucted. -_-"

hope the best lor. (:

red is hot.

some new JAP resturant in far east.

everything is automatic. (:

the food is nice.

but i think kind of over-price.

yeah!! i m still alive. the plant paper did not killed me.

it only murdered me. -_-"

sofina n summer (:

-END-

* suddenly i kept asking myself this question.
"where my future lies?"
i dunno what i want to b. i m 19 lei. but still clueless. -_-"
i know i like doing alot of stuff but like doing does not equal CAN DO.

eg: i like dancing. but it does not imply tt i m a fucking great dancer. i think i m a fucktard when comes to dancing.
i only know tt i m happy when i dance. i can sacrifice anything for dance.
yes!! i really mean anything. (:
i m willing to put in hardwork. even if i dun get any results. i am happy wf it.
all i need to please is myself.

life sci. i dunno if it is wad i really want to do in life.
i really dunno. i might not b the best in this field. i m also not the worse.
i m like average. m i tt passionate to find out smth?? i really dunno.

i m lost n confuse.

♥ 11:30 PM

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

PLANT-PARKED!

Right after summer's plant paper, his world swirled into a pitch of darkness.

Tumultuous,dark,ragged ominous black clouds filled his once crimson gold sky.

Lightning and thunder raged with fury. The howling of winds were sweeping through the trees.

He was soaked to the skin when he left the exam hall. He was utterly devastated.

Overwhelmed with the fact that he screwed up every single mallick's questions, he went to the front door. He could hear his friends shouting his name but did not look back. All he knew was the pounding in his head that mocked his intelligence. He wanted to get away. Suddenly, glaring lights blinded him and he stopped. He only had one solitary tear rolling down his cheek before the car rammed into his frail body. He felt no pain but a sense of release. He was left lying in a pool of blood with a weak smile on his face. He had really exhausted himself. His eye-lids were soon too heavy for him to hold on. Curious on lookers were gathering around,trying to catch a glimpse of what had just taken place. That was his last vision.

...............

it's fricton. DUH!!

i m still alive.

i really really parking parking screwed up my PLANT paper..

yes!! it is worse then CCTA n AMB combined!! i though ABC last sem was parked up enough.

PLANT's 1000000000 times worse. i feel like killing myself. ( tt explain the story above)

here there's the story!!

i left a 20 marks question BLANK and a 10 marks questions BLANK.

thus 30 marks gone.

n those tt i do also not 100% correct.

so i think i will get like 55-50/100 for my plant paper!!

which is a C or a D. fuck not even a B can!!

* ok.. i never left the questions blank. i wrote smth.. BUT BUT BUT is EVERYTHING WRONG!!

so it is as gd as blank. how i know is alll wrong... cuz i parking parking never study tt 2 fucking pages where all the ans r like copy n past on to the exam script.

FUCK! 20 marks can...n i never meno the micronutrient... which is 10 marks n it came out..

DOUBLE FUCK!.... so i m fated to fail mallick section. 20/50 or even less. cuz i think i compre ans wf other ppl like their makes more sence then mine. TRIPLE FUCK!!

* the ironic part was... i knew how to do all PLANTATION section. Ok! i think the WHOLE class know how to do her section. so nth to b proud of. i m really like counting on her section to get a FUCKING PASS which is a C or D for PLANT. cuz i dun wanna repeat PLANT!!!

there goes my GPA n NUS. i m fucking fated to go overseas can.

i really hope i can get like 40/50 for her section

( cuz confirm will get wrong somewhere one so it is not idea to target 50/50 for her section)

n 10/50 for mallick section so i can get a fucking D for plant. so i dun need to repeat.

there goes my everying. gd bye gd results. welcome fucked-up grade.

i m going to collect 10 cent at the toilet and i fucking need to wash the toilet too.

study so much in the end wash toilet.

yes!! tt my fucked up life.

-END-

* i fucking need to study extra extra hard for immuno. cuz my plant is damn fucked up.

50/100 can u imagine. i should go n commit suside can.

so i fucking need an A for immuno ( which i think is not possible)

cuz all A n one C is a 3.6.

n i dun think popular culture n BIOSTAT n CCTA n AMB n photography will not b an A.

so i think my GPA this sem will b like a 2.5. fucking proud of my fucked up score.

* give a retard smile n pretend to b happy*

i m fucking fucking angry wf myself now for not studying tt 2 most impt pages instead of reading EVERYTHING else. fuck can. is not i never study is i never study tt 2 page n it came up!!!

fuck fuck fuck!!

i m very very very weird during exmas period. dun talk to me.

if i m not crying.. then i m studying... if not i m really dead

cuz i end my life. -_-"

♥ 5:44 PM

Monday, February 18, 2008

TYPICAL SUNDAY

-ok not so typical after all-

if u add the word STUDY into how i spend my normal sunday...

u got an adnormal sunday.

-_-"

woke up as 1pm. (:

( call me pig)

then started to mug till like 6pm.

not very productive cuz i only finish mallick 5 practical.

left wf his LECTURE NOTES which is PARKING ALOT!!
n PLANTATION EVERYTHING.

*vomit sound effect*

7pm ...went grandma house n had streamboat.

i ate ALOT ALOT ALOT. i was so full till i could hardly stand.

BUT y i m sooo skinny. i need fats!! if not no muscle. -_-"

I swear I'm not anorexic nor bulimic.

n i dun force myself to vomit. -_-"

i can eat alot alot alot but i n still damn thin.

...ROAR...

10pm..reach home...

continue to mug. did 3/5 of post harvest tech..

n i m here blogging. not productive right. i m dead.

still got so much.. plantation notes is sparking clean.

0_0

went out wf sofina yesterday.

i wan more picz gal!!

c a pic tt i took. i miss photography class .. haha.. i totally rmb wad the lao shi say ok.. he say must put the object to the side to create a more interesting pic. n for this case is not a very gd picz.. cuz sofina is facing the left n i put her all the wayright... i should put her all the way to the left... so like she looking at smth. -_-" wadever right. no one cares!! black n white is gd for ppl photography. haha

omg i still rmb lao shi advise. even after soooo long. i really hope i can get AD for tt module la. if not at least A+... worse come to worse A. if B+ or B. i will not take pictures anymore. -_-" cuz i take ugly picz wf no standard. very throw face can.

-END-

* plant n immno left. wad if i die in my sleep today. i will not live to c the final papers.

izzit it great. -_-"

after final year is attachment. i m afraid tt i will not have enough time for dance...esp to learn the chero.. cuz being lousy n a parking retard at dance wf little time to learn the chero. i m not confident at all. i think eveyone will hate me cuz i m parking slow when it come to meno steps n will keep screwing up. i dun wan to b an asshole tt screws thing up.

♥ 12:48 AM

Saturday, February 16, 2008

CCTA DOWN

- took the paper yesterday. it was crap!!

i dunno 2 questions 20 marks gone.

i can only blame myself for being stupid.

-_-"

no more A :(

*DAMN!!

AMB DOWN

-took it this morning.

10 marks gone.

the rest was ok.

hoping for an A :)

*hint hint*

plz pity me. (:

PLANT n IMMUNO

damn damn damn.

not started at all.

i think i m going to fail -_-"

* instead of mugging for this 2 paper. i went SHOPPING.

if i were to fail this 2 module n to retake.

is like soo deserved it can.

shopping is impt can.

it makes me happy. i been damn damn stress over ccta n amb.

so i wanna like relax abit wad... u know...retail therapy.... :)

haha

-END-

*off to slp. i m too exhausted to start plant. i know is alot.

i think i m screwed. BIG TIME!!

♥ 10:44 PM

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

CAPRICORN

The Go-Getter

my friend emailed me this n i think is hell damn ture. haha

Patient and wise.

Practical and rigid.

Ambitious.

(totally.. i want to be EVERYTHING. i wan to try of more then 3 occupations... haha)

Tends to be good-looking.

( -_-")

Humorous and funny.

Can be a bit shy and reserved.

Often pessimists.

( soo true. tt y i want to change.. i wan to b a sunflower -_-" haha)

Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly at times.

Hold grudges.

( yes!! i wun forgive ppl easily. even if forgive le.. i will still remember tt incident. ok i know i m damn petty .wadever la ... )

Likes competition.

( so true. haha... but i dun like losing... duh!! hu likes?)

Get what they want.

( yes!! i will get wad i want...no matter wad. )

* omg omg tt y i say is damn true. (:

today was worse...

i did like only 1 ccta lecture note ... die!! getting worse n worse everyday.

i m really screwed!! i hate exams!! sooo much to study yet so little time.

i wan to quit sch.. :X

(kidding... although i dun like mugging but i still love schooling)

scanned through some past years papers.. i m think i m dead.

cuz all the questions is like need to study then will know one. -_-" DUH right!

so i need to b more hardworking n start mugging like some nerd breaths books.

*plant paper was the worse. cuz i dun have common tests so everything was like foreign to me.

tt the flaw of not having common tests cuz we have to mug everything fm scratch. -_-"

yes!! i m going to faint.

i m afraid of exams.

-END-

♥ 12:16 AM

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

STUDY.NOT

there is soooooo much to study.

i been not very productive today.

(as usual)

i did only like 2 lecture of AMB , 1 lecture on immuno and

halfway through another immuno lecture.

yes! tt all for today.

-__-"

not productive at all can.

how to sit for exams? i think i m really screwed.

i got a feeling tt i wun do well. i think i might even stay back -_-".

hai! i m being lazy today.(everyday)

mugging is boring. i m very tried. i wan to sleep. ZZZZZ

i dun feel like mugging anymore.i feel like giving up. y must there b exams.

i rather do projects la. haha.

-END-

*screwed big time*

♥ 1:02 AM

Sunday, February 10, 2008

CNY DAY 4

i m still in chinese new year mood.

i totally dun feel like studying.

ok is not i dun feel like... is cuz i still got relatives to visit.

more hong bao (:

my father got 10 sis n bro ...my mum got 6 sis n bro

then still got grandparentsss n god parentssss.

so is ALOT ALOT.

where got time to mug for FINAL YEAR. -_-"

day 4 le still left some relatives not yet visit.

i think i m dead. final year sure do very badly one.

these 4 days i been like enjoying life . haha

eat eat eat gamble gamble (:

day 4

hu say cny cannot wear like tt.

very unglam meh??

i think is nice lei. (:

NEW clothes can le wad. haha

kung fu.

i still cannot get over the kung fu dunk movie.

haha.

plus someone say my extension look like hunag fei hong. -_-"

haha

i wanna try a jump picz wf my cam.

FAILED

so blur. nvm la artistic wad. haha

i m really afraid of FINAL YEAR EXAMS

is like soooooo near n yet i m still enjoying life.

i m suppose to be mugging like a nerd. -_-"

i been having weird nightmare these day.

DREAM 1

i dreamt tt i was doing my CCTA paper.

i open the paper i saw like alot of questions got 30 MCQ n some short ans.

then being the usual me ...i started doing the short answer question first,

then i happy doing n doing until i hear the teacher say 5 more minutes left then i m like FUCK i still got one more short answer question left n 30 MCQ incomplete.

n i stared to panic.. but i still carry on doing the last short answer question. i manage to finish the last short question n then the teacher was like 1 min left. i freaked out.. n wrote ALLL A for all the 30 MCQ question -_-" n i started crying when the teacher come to collect the paper.

so loser right. i m woke up feeling so afraid tt it might came true.

i dun wan my my exams to end like this la. so scary. never finish paper is the WORSE can.

is like not i dunno. is cuz i never finish doing. -_-"

so loser la.

i dun wan this dream to come true.

DREAM 2

i was sitting for AMB final year the next day. n i was like mugging at home the night b4

(as usual) the paper is 9am then i was like studying n studying... then i look up to c the clock-- 6am then i c the notes left to study. 8-9 more lectures. i panic again n cry. -_-"

cuz i could not study finish. how to sit for the paper. i take 1 hour to go to sch. 1 hr to prepare for sch. so i no time left to study. then i cry n cry n cry as i bath brush teeth n take bus also cry.

-_-" then when i c the paper i cry more. cuz the questions is ALL the last 8-9 lectures tt i never study.

omg can... nightmare!!! i totally freaked out. so gross la.

i dun like this dream also. -_-"

i dun wan it to come true.

i m so afraid of this sem final year. i dunno y. last time also dun have weird weird dreams.

how come this sem got. i really hope all these dreams dun come true.

dun come true can. if really come true i will go bang the wall la. -_-"

i better start studying soon. like now or tml.
i think i m going nuts.

-END-

* dun come true*cross fingers*

mayb tonight i will dream abt IMMUNO or PLANT exams. -_-"

haha

♥ 10:03 PM

Saturday, February 09, 2008

KUNG FU DUNK

nice nice nice

good good good

great great great

i give it 5/5. (:

cuz got JAY -_-"

anything wf jay will b nice good n great.

yes! i m sterotyping. i dun care.

jay is just damn talented.

if u think otherwise..

u r just plain jealous.

haha. sry i m being very bias here.

jay is talented.

i like this fightning part.

1 JAY VS 100000000000000000 ppl.

n he won. haha

so damn nice la.

when jay spins a ball ppl go "WOO!! OMG!!"

when a normal kid spins a ball ppl just go "OH!"

tt life. :( haha

slam dunk.

ok to b fair. all the dunking looks damn fake.

where can jump then fly up so high one

then can even stop time. =_=

so not real la.

but ppl still like to watch it.

haha

-END-

* i guess i will start mugging tml. i really need to jia u jia u n jia u cuz my common test r like dman parked up.

* ppl go watch this movie! it is damn nice even if u think i m a bias source go n c then verdict it urself

♥ 11:53 PM

CHINESE NEW YAER 2008

DAY ONE!

THREE WORDS to sum it all up

i shall let the picz no the talking.

1) NEW EVERYTHING!! (:

all ready for new year.

i m feeling abit model tt day.
actually like everyday. -_-"
haha

2) COUSINES N HONG BAO (:

these r like the most impt thing

relatives and $$$

3) MJ

i m like addicted t0 this game.

omg is damn fun can. even though i kept losing -_-"

but is fun fun fun plz..
i wanna win. hu dun. (:

summary of cny day 1 activity:

- watch this show wf my family. (:

it's FANN WONG can.

i think the show is damn stupid. it only worth 2 stars out of 5

however, since it stars FANN WONG. i went to watch it. -_-"
fann is love.

haha.

- ate steamboat

- play MJ the whold day

- went house visiting

-found out some interesting stuffs (: haha

* btw EDDIE ONG n CHOY is like damn popualr. -_-"

my relatives was asking me where i study n wads course n stuff

then when i reply NGEE ANN POLY LIFE SCI.

one aunty was like "omg u know eddie ong or choy?"

- so NP life sci = eddie ong n choy- haha no wonder they even got a fan club. (:

then i m like how come u know them.

she said tt eddie is charming , popualr n all. then her husband jealous. -_-"

haha so funny can.

DAY TWO!!

all ready for the day.

More visiting...more hong bao

great breakfast (:

(: model again. haha

- FAILED-

i think i got no model potential la. haha..

pose for fun.i happy can lei.

BREAKFAST @@@@@

we had tim sum. (:

not very nice. i think crystal jade better.

too bad they r not open during cny. :(

then i whored while waiting.

i love the cam.

the cam loves me ??

i dunno.

white!! (:

i love this outfit.

casual.

then i "bully" by bro.

shortie!!

*very bad can*

i think he will out grow my height.

he played basketball one can. everyday jump jump jump

confirm very tall one ,once puberty starts.

with sis. (:

she is like getting more lady lei.

suprised ??

my family is love.
- BIG SMILE-

relatives tt went for the breakfast

(: one big happy family.

the cousins.

with tim's bike.

summer rode a bike. NOT

how come ppl tt ride a bike r like damn cool one.

then when i ride a bike. i look so retard. -_-"

where is my cool factor ??

so not cool can.

i dun care!! i still like bike riding.

i wan to learn bike but mama say cannot.

she say learn car cuz safer n wun die when got accident

( as in higher chance to survive la)
-_-"

- END-

HAPPY NEW YEAR FOLKS

♥ 1:23 AM

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Battery night's out

Happy Birthday Wanling.

battery was in town yesterday to celebrate wanling birthday!!

we were searching for the perfect gift for her.

gift hunting is hard!! dunno wad to get.. -_-"

haha.

the birthday gal.

in the end we bought this. hope u like it gal.

dinner was at ....

guess wad place is this??

FISH N CO!!

i think i m in love wf this place. the food rox!!

new york fish n chip was delicicious.. got cheese la. (:

n lao lao fav. PRAWNS!! she is madly in love wf this dish. haha

cam hor while waqting to be served.!!!

i love this picx.

like some chao ah beng trying to act cute -_-"

haha

Some overdue picz

battery is love

justin wan to take this picz cuz he say he will look more muscular if he stand next to me.

-_-" i know i m dman thin. :(

sexy blone model. simple hot!! haha
(:

-END-

* off to mug for BIF. the teacher HATES me. i think she will not give me any pity marks.

so i have to mug extra hard to make sure all my answer is like the MODEL ANS. so she cannot be bias n make me wrong. if she wants to b bias which i think she WILL. then i got nothing to say cuz i know i mug like fuck le. so i think my BIF is confirm a B or C one. even if i manage to get a A she will be like omg i dun wan to give him an A then she will close both her eyes n make all my correct answer wrong. yes tt how bias she can get. she is black bitch wad.

_l_ her can.

♥ 1:17 AM