我好烦！跳舞不是开心的吗？为何我好烦？
看着大家都在努力的练舞，而我好像没事忙。
好像一个老鼠屎。舞 也跳的好烂，忙也没帮上。
好想放弃但又不想放弃？ 好矛盾！

好像被大家刮目相看。会有这一天吗？我不想再烂下去了。我要争气
我要变强。我要的是机会，一个让我证明 《我可以》 的机会。

我不喜欢被 looked down and labeled as useless.

嗨！

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actually, i just got back fm BATAM (:

holiday was great. DUH!!

I been putting DANCE as my top priority since 1 year ago.

Have Dance ever placed me on top of their list? NO!!

This time, i made family as my top priority.

Right or wrong, i dunno,

all i know is tt, i m sick of everything. i been working so hard.

In the end, i got nothing. i need a break fm all this.

i know sometimes hardwork does not equal fruits of the labour.

i m just so silly at times.

i will still be working hard. yes!! i m tt stubborn.

i have to redeem myself. i have to prove the world wrong.

- i have got fucking alot to catch up at dance. i dun wanna screwed my 4 pathedic items. i need to give my best. All my items r like fucking hard. i m like so dead. i cannot imagine me wf more items. yes!! i m tt lousy n not up to standard. hai! wad to do. i m not tt inclined and talented at dance. :(