summerbliss.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

ARH!!

aaaarrrhhhhh

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i just wanna scream. *X*

reason? fuck it. i m not goanna say!

-END-

♥ 10:13 PM

Sunday, April 27, 2008

ARTY FARTY

ok my title does not make any sense -_-"

not like my title made any sense b4.

went to the art museum for the first time in my life.

we r trying to b arty farty tt day.

we ended listening to a free guided tour on this xu beihong guy

-__-" it like having HISTORY lesson la.

i guess no where near arty farty-ness.

but i think his art works r great. i only undersatnd like abit of his art work.

i cannot even c wad he want us to c without the tour guide pointing it to me la.

i m sooo not a arty farty person. but i wanna b one can.

*give a arty farty-ly pose* -_-"

* i like used the self-invented word (arty farty) very losely* haha

ok the real aim of the trip is actually to get some insperation for sofina photography stuff.

n i wanna like practise my B+ photography skills. hoping to upgrade it to a A standard.

so for now u peeps only have UGLY FUGLY B+ standard picz to c.

-_-"

tt not my real aim.

i wanna just take picz cuz very long never take le. camera rusty le la

took lotsa picz but i lazy to post all.

this is one of my fav. not very gd but i think is nice. haha

n sofina/desmond took some picz of me too.

....i m a model...

*failed* cannot make it*

desmond the photography

wad a retard expression i gave. -_-"

sofina the photography.

i like this picz. cuz i think my arms r damn damn long la. haha

desmond say it reminds him of acres day. -_-"

i m trying to upgrade my photoshop skills can.
i m trying to like put 3 me in one picz.

*failed*

sry la this is my first time doing wad.

i will try n expore more. haha

some crazy picz.
i m insane . haha

lastly a grp picz. (:

next was dinner then went to watched KO night

it was gd. (:

-END-

♥ 5:41 PM

Saturday, April 19, 2008

FANTAZIA

a song and dance production by NRA (:

17th n 18th April @ ngee ann's convention centre

it was a BLAST!

*make lotsa lotsa noise*

woo!! yeah!! hippy!! yahoo! whaooo!!

arhhh!!

everyone was damn high for the both nights.

we danced and gave everything we had.

NRA ROX!!

we are larger than life.

our dope stage.

*yeah tt sexy sexy sexy*

haha

ONE BIG FAMILY

I love NRA deep deep (:

The freshies!!

soon..every soon.. we will no longer b the freshies of nra. :(

day one of fantazia

day two of fantazia

with our beloved ann

with ann (:

ann is love!!

ann + nra = annra

with ryan

totally loved his n ann's item (:

daphne!! (:

yutaki.

first batch of nra member.

so blessed tt he started the club. (:

MORE PIC!! MORE MORE MORE!!

*gimme gimme more gimme more gimme more.

yes!! we whored alot tt day.

if u want the picz. just add me on msn n nudge me or smth.

then i will send u. thanks peeps.

stansp@notmail.com (:

lastly, i wanna thank all my family n friends tt came down to support. (:

i love u peeps!! (:

-END-

* back to retard attachement. back to week 8 report. damn!! :(

how i wish fantazia can go on n on n on.

life without dance sux!! :(

♥ 3:25 PM

Monday, April 07, 2008

BATTERY

battery outing once again after like an era. -_-"

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DESMOND!! (:

1130am to 2pm

shopping for the perfect gift.

however i was LATE cuz i woke up at 1136 when wanling called. -_-"

hence, i met them at 1pm. SUPER SORRY!! SORRY SORRY. next time i will try to b on time.

2pm to 7pm

k-box session.

i have not been singing ever since tt day.
super not on form. hai!!

7pm to 10pm

dinner at MR MUSSCLE GUY @ vivo.

the food rox! the place rox! everything just rox!

i think we r ageing cuz we can chat over a cup of tea for like hours after dinner.

sooo uncle n aunty la. seriously scary!

sofina takes great pictures..

pic of the day. haha

BATTERY GROUP PICZ

without justin cuz he is overseas for attachment.

we shall met up again once he is back.
everyone misses u!! (:

i think i m full of shit at times. haha

my pose r damn weird in this picz la

i think is a nice picture.

taking a break fm all the crazy photo taking

i wanna try splitting. ( FAILED)

mayb 2 years later. i m still trying.

* all the picz r damn nice right. haha. battery rox my life. (:

Black and White

Life's never the same again ever since that incident. It changes my life almost completely.

i used to be like a radiantly clear white flower that were so vibrant and stong. I am now withering; my petals were falling off and my colour was turning a faded brown. I am no longer the same flower that i used to be.

* ok fuck it. i m damn lazy to type a compo out. In short, i just wanna say tt i m emo.

i m still trying to get over it. i m trying to let it sink and let it rest. i know it's hard. i m trying my very best. i still hate myself. i still cannot forgive myself. i still thinks tt i m the cause of everything. i m guilty. i m devastated. i m confused. i m remorseful of my actions, i m utterly disappointed in myself. i m sorry towards everyone. i m doleful. i was overwhelmed by the knowledge.There is a pounding in my head that mocked my existence and i wanted to get away but i knew i should not. i dun wanna regreat my actions and i dun wanna be irresponsible.

* ok fuck it. i can go on n on n on.*

Friends u been great! u peeps been trying to cheer me up. thanks for everything! i love u guys

.i will get over it soon. how soon?i dunno but real soon i hope. (:

-END-

♥ 8:55 PM

Sunday, April 06, 2008

SUNSET

Every since i got a B+ for my photography, i been taking less n less pictures.

However, i have decided to make a comeback.

i know my pictures r only gd enough for a basic photography B standard.

i dun give a shit. i only know tt i LOVE taking pictures. (:

y must i stop myself fm doing stuffs tt i like.

yes! i was feeling inferior for a period of time.

i m now so over it.

looking back, i felt tt i was pure stupid

to stop doing stuff tt i adore just because i failed my own expectations.

*shake head*

it may b just a ok ok picture to u but to me it represents alot of things.

-end of work

-time to go home/dance

-good bye NUS. (:

shapes! i think is rather hot.

ok i know tt u peeps will b rolling eyes.

DANCE

-alot alot alot alot of stuffs happen today.

need i say more.

new header. new format.

i wanna start fresh. it marks my new begining. (:

i shall continue to strive, not for others but for myself this time.

( if u get wad i mean. it is actually not wad u think.)

last but not least,

sorry for everything.

it's everyone's mistake. ( tt's wad i believe)

i apologise for my part of not living up to expectations.

i know i have been a let down.

i will do smth abt it. i promise.

-END-

summer moved on (:

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♥ 1:38 AM