sofina takes great pictures..

i think i m full of shit at times. haha

my pose r damn weird in this picz la

i think is a nice picture.

taking a break fm all the crazy photo taking

i wanna try splitting. ( FAILED)

mayb 2 years later. i m still trying.


* all the picz r damn nice right. haha. battery rox my life. (:

Black and White

Life's never the same again ever since that incident. It changes my life almost completely.

i used to be like a radiantly clear white flower that were so vibrant and stong. I am now withering; my petals were falling off and my colour was turning a faded brown. I am no longer the same flower that i used to be.

* ok fuck it. i m damn lazy to type a compo out. In short, i just wanna say tt i m emo.

i m still trying to get over it. i m trying to let it sink and let it rest. i know it's hard. i m trying my very best. i still hate myself. i still cannot forgive myself. i still thinks tt i m the cause of everything. i m guilty. i m devastated. i m confused. i m remorseful of my actions, i m utterly disappointed in myself. i m sorry towards everyone. i m doleful. i was overwhelmed by the knowledge.There is a pounding in my head that mocked my existence and i wanted to get away but i knew i should not. i dun wanna regreat my actions and i dun wanna be irresponsible.

* ok fuck it. i can go on n on n on.*

Friends u been great! u peeps been trying to cheer me up. thanks for everything! i love u guys

.i will get over it soon. how soon?i dunno but real soon i hope. (:

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